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Description
Like a city storm after a long heatwave: the thunderstorm has passed, but the air still cuts your lungs. Words crackle like sparks, forming a portrait of an exhausted heart that has long been accustomed to taking the blows, but still trembles inside.
There is no pure drama here - it's more like weary honesty, where even swear words sound almost affectionate. Memories are burned in an imaginary bonfire, smoke rises, and emptiness and the smell of burning remain at the bottom. And in this emptiness there is a strange relief, as if heavy stones have finally been lifted from the chest.
The music maintains a balance between darkness and persistence: the phrases are brittle, the rhythm is confident, like footsteps on wet asphalt. It's about a struggle that is no longer for victory - it's for the sake of simply continuing to breathe, with a charred but still living heart.
Lyrics: Emirhan Kyzylkaya
Music: BHAN
Mix: Satovayv
Master: Barlas Kyoroglu
Director: Vasso
Cover: ArtbyS
Producer: Yusuf Uruk
Executive Producer: Irfan Jan
Lyrics and translation
Original
D-D-Damn BHAN, you made this?
Artık çık düşüncelerimden, bi' tek seni kaldırmıyo' bu kafam
Geldin, vurdun canevimden, bi' parça hiçlik bende kalan
İstemiyo' sorsan geceler, doğmaz güneşim sen yoksan
Verdim tüm anılarımı ateşe, sade ben oldum içinde yanan
Artık çık düşüncelerimden, bi' tek seni kaldırmıyo' bu kafam
Geldin, vurdun canevimden, bi' parça hiçlik bende kalan
İstemiyo' sorsan geceler, doğmaz güneşim sen yoksan
Verdim tüm anılarımı ateşe, sade ben oldum içinde yanan
Kopar fırtınalar, gemiler alev alır
Canın yanmaz, yine de izi kalır
İçi dolu senelerce yorgunluklarım var
Sıkıştırdım bi' duman hepsini yakıp
Ölüm erken bize, bak, belki de yarın
Hiç bekletme, o yüzden hepsini, gel, akıt
Kaçtı, eskisi gibi yok hiç tadım
Edemiyorum ne doğru ne yanlış ayırt
Kaldı yokluğunda ellerim boş, doldurdu yerini bi' tabanca
Artık ver bu filme son ya da uğrunda ömrünü harca
Her bi' dakikası bile geliyo'ken zor, sen sabret yıllarca
Bende kalmasın bi' parçan, al hepsini, siktir git kibarca
Fazlasının zararı yok, büyüdük zaten kayıplarla
Kaybedicek hiç zamanım yok, seneleri örttüm ayıplarla
Geçiremiyorum aklıma karşı söz, kalbim ağır basıyo' biraz fazla
Yere düştüm, kalktım, sardım tüm yaraları, güldüm inatla daha
Artık çık düşüncelerimden, bi' tek seni kaldırmıyo' bu kafam
Geldin, vurdun canevimden, bi' parça hiçlik bende kalan
İstemiyo' sorsan geceler, doğmaz güneşim sen yoksan
Verdim tüm anılarımı ateşe, sade ben oldum içinde yanan
Artık çık düşüncelerimden, bi' tek seni kaldırmıyo' bu kafam
Geldin, vurdun canevimden, bi' parça hiçlik bende kalan
İstemiyo' sorsan geceler, doğmaz güneşim sen yoksan
Verdim tüm anılarımı ateşe, sade ben oldum içinde yanan
(Ah-ah, ah-ah) Artık çık düşüncelerimden
Bi' tek seni kaldırmıyo bu kafam (Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah)
English translation
D-D-Damn BHAN, you made this?
Now get out of my thoughts, my head can't handle you alone
You came and shot me from my soul, a piece of nothingness remained in me
If you ask me, I don't want it at night, my sun won't rise if you're not there
I gave all my memories to the fire, it was just me burning inside
Now get out of my thoughts, my head can't handle you alone
You came and shot me from my soul, a piece of nothingness remained in me
If you ask me, I don't want it at night, my sun won't rise if you're not there
I gave all my memories to the fire, it was just me burning inside
Storms break, ships catch fire
It doesn't hurt, but it still leaves a scar
I've been tired for years.
I squeezed a smoke and burned it all
Death is early for us, look, maybe tomorrow
Don't make me wait, so come on, pour it all out
It's gone, it's not the same as before
I can't distinguish between right and wrong
My hands are empty in your absence, a gun took its place
Stop watching this movie or waste your life for it
It's hard when every minute is coming, be patient for years
Don't let a piece of you stay with me, take it all, fuck off politely
There is no harm in more, we have already grown with losses
I have no time to waste, I covered up the years with shame
I can't think of words, my heart feels heavy, it's a little too much
I fell to the ground, I got up, I bandaged all the wounds, I laughed even more stubbornly.
Now get out of my thoughts, my head can't handle you alone
You came and shot me from my soul, a piece of nothingness remained in me
If you ask me, I don't want it at night, my sun won't rise if you're not there
I gave all my memories to the fire, it was just me burning inside
Now get out of my thoughts, my head can't handle you alone
You came and shot me from my soul, a piece of nothingness remained in me
If you ask me, I don't want it at night, my sun won't rise if you're not there
I gave all my memories to the fire, it was just me burning inside
(Ah-ah, ah-ah) Get out of my thoughts now
My head just can't handle you (Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah)