More songs by Lavora
Description
The track is like tears dripping in silence, but without drama - more with the understanding that sometimes you have to let go in order to start again. It expresses what we often try to hide: deception, pain, and disappointment when feelings turn out to be different than expected. Each line is a step along the razor's edge between love and betrayal, between what was and what remains. There are no starry expectations here, only the simple but harsh truth: sometimes you have to forgive in order to move on, but you can never forget.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Bengi iki aku kelingan awakmu
Sing tau ngomong rabakal gawe tatu
Nanging ngopo saiki koe ngapusi aku
Gawe loro sakjroning atiku
Bayangke lorone atiku
Yen tulus nresnani sliramu
Jebule tresnomu dudu nggo aku
Reff
Sakjane aku ngerti kowe main neng mburi
Tapi kowe selalu nutup - nutupi
Mbaleni roso traumaku
Ngilangke roso percoyoku
Tertipu oleh sikap manismu
Interlude
Bayangke lorone atiku
Yen tulus nresnani sliramu
Jebule tresnomu dudu nggo aku
Reff
Sakjane aku ngerti kowe main neng mburi
Tapi kowe selalu nutup - nutupi
Mbaleni roso traumaku
Ngilangke roso percoyoku
Tertipu oleh sikap manismu
Saksuwene hubungan sing awakdewe jalani
Ora nyongko yen akhire bakal dilarani
Aku pamit lungo
Uwes keloro loro
Saiki aku wes rapercoyo
English translation
I still remember you
Who once said wouldn't hurt me
But why are you lying to me now?
Making my heart hurt
Imagine the pain in my heart
When I truly love you
It turns out your love wasn't for me
Chorus
Actually, I know you were playing behind my back
But you always covered it up
Repeating my trauma
Eliminating my trust
Deceived by your sweet attitude
Imagine the pain in my heart
When I truly love you
It turns out your love wasn't for me
Chorus
Actually, I know you were playing behind my back
But you always covered it up
Repeating my trauma
Eliminating my trust
Deceived by your sweet attitude
Throughout our relationship
I didn't expect that in the end, I would be hurt
I'm leaving
Already hurt
Now I don't trust anymore