More songs by TAEYEON
Description
Producer: Dino Medanhodzic
Lyricist: Ha Yoon A
Composer, Arranger: Dino Medanhodzic
Composer: Johanna Jansson
Composer: Rena Lovelis
Composer: Nia Lovelis
Composer: Casey Moreta
Lyrics and translation
Original
I wrote a letter to myself
서툴게도 써내리는 맘속
더 깊이 눌러왔던 말
그 어떤 말보다
널 잃지 않았으면 해
길 잃은 채 헤매던 매일
그늘진 마음 그 끝에
여전히 변치 않은 내가 있었어
I could be good
I could be bad
어렵고 어리던 내게
그 아픔 위로 다시 널 위로하고 싶어
끌어안은 상처 따윈
It's only hurting you
I wrote a letter to myself
서툴게도 써내리는 맘속
더 깊이 눌러왔던 말
다 쏟아낸 순간
선명해 Voices in my head
My head, my head, my head, my head
내가 날 울리던 모든 밤
기억을 다르게 채워 가
삼켜왔던 단어들로
솔직한 이야기를 적어
이제야 말하는 날 미워하지 마
멍든 마음과 흉터마저
어설픈 대로 내뱉어
더이상 내게 숨길 필요 없잖아
어색한 표현 따윈 버려
I'm done being used
I wrote a letter to myself
서툴게도 써내리는 맘속
더 깊이 눌러왔던 말
그 어떤 말보다
널 잃지 않았으면 해
I wrote a letter to myself
또 잊었던 내 모습이 보여
꼭 숨어있던 날 만나
제대로 마주 봐
들려와 Voices in my head
My head, my head, my head, my head
내가 날 울리던 모든 밤
기억을 다르게 채워 가
Oh uh
My head, my head, my head, my head
오롯이 내가 들리는 밤
다시는 놓치지 않아 날
Oh uh
선명해 Voices in my head
마음껏 외쳐 날 Oh
선명해 Voices in my head
English translation
I wrote a letter to myself
In my clumsy writing heart
Words that were pressed deeper
More than any other words
I don't want to lose you
Every day I wandered lost
At the end of the shadowy heart
There was still me who hadn't changed
I could be good
I could be bad
It was difficult for me when I was young.
I want to comfort you again over that pain
The wounds I embraced
It's only hurting you
I wrote a letter to myself
In my clumsy writing heart
Words that were pressed deeper
The moment I poured it all out
Clear voices in my head
My head, my head, my head, my head
All the nights I cried
Fill your memories differently
With the words I swallowed
Write an honest story
Don't hate me now that I'm telling you
Even the bruised heart and scars
Spit it out in a clumsy way
You don't have to hide it from me anymore
Throw away awkward expressions
I'm done being used
I wrote a letter to myself
In my clumsy writing heart
Words that were pressed deeper
More than any other words
I don't want to lose you
I wrote a letter to myself
I see a side of me that I forgot again
Meet the day I was hiding
Face each other properly
I can hear you, Voices in my head
My head, my head, my head, my head
All the nights I cried
Fill your memories differently
Oh uh
My head, my head, my head, my head
A night where all I can hear is
I won't miss you again
Oh uh
Clear voices in my head
Shout out loud to me Oh
Clear voices in my head