More songs by Aile The Shota
Description
It's as if a transparent moon has hung over my heart and is gently illuminating everything left unsaid. The light is cold, but it still has warmth that is desperately trying not to go out. Here, love isn't about happiness, but about the habit of breathing someone else's air, even if it burns. About the desire to remain needed, even in a broken form - perhaps shattered, but still loved. And there's a strange beauty in it - the kind that hurts to look at. When you want to be imperfect, just someone who will be hugged. Without words, without "I love you." Just so I don't disappear completely. Screenwriter: Aile Shota, Koichi Tsutaya Producer: Koichi Tsutaya Arrangement: Koichi Tsutaya Acoustic Guitar: Yuya Monma Programming and all other instruments: Koichi Tsutaya Recording Engineer: Koichi Tsutaya Recording Studio: HAOlabo studio. Mixing Engineer: Masashi Uramoto Mixing Studio: Soi Studio Mastering Engineer: Stuart Hawkes Cast: Shin Cast: Josiah Director: Takuya Ohata Cinematographer: Michito Hokari First Assistant Camera: Ken Nakano Second Assistant Camera: Yohei Umeki Gaffer: Tasuku Sato Second Gaffer: Ninja-Kono, Eiji Ito, Kenta Abe, Satoshi Arai Production Designer: Shoko Ishizaki Assistant Production Designer: Honami Aratani Rain Coordinator: Jun Tanaka, Kota Tanaka, Akitoshi Aikawa (FLAT inc.) Hair & Makeup (Aile The Shota): Yumi Fujiwara (PUENTE Inc.), Mika Ichikawa (PUENTE Inc.) Hair and Makeup (Starring): Kanari Yano Stylists: Kan Fuchigami, Lisa Asai, Sora Ashida, Asa Kobayashi. Assistant Producer: Keita Suzuki, Suga Line Producer: Ruka Sakuragi, Masaki Hashimoto Producer: Koki Takei Production: Woofilms Inc.
Lyrics and translation
Original
あ なたを失うくらいなら自分 を殺してもいいよ。
大切にしてくれるのならいっそ 壊してくれてもいいよ。
色のない月明かり照らす街に置き去 りの影が消えた。
月の様にただ静かに 形を変えられながらも光っていられ たなら笑っていられたならあなたにただ あなたに愛されると信じて泣きながら もがきながら眠れない夜に夢を見 ていた。
人知れずに咲いて散った願いは月見草き れいだねって抱きしめてくれます か？
嫌われないように捨てら れないようにあなた色に染まったままで褪せてゆ く。 ああ、また勝手に夢を信じてしまった。
ああ、 救いや見返りを求めてしまった。
もういらな いならそう言ってほしい。
それでもまだ願ってる。
月の 様にただ静かに形 を変えられながらも光っていられたな ら笑っていられたならあなたにただあな たに愛されると信じて泣きながらも がきながら眠れない夜に夢を見 ていた。
人知れずに咲いて散った願いは月 見草きれいだねって抱き しめてくれますか？
愛してるの代わり に抱きしめて欲しかっ た。
English translation
I'd rather kill myself than lose you.
If you value it, I don't mind if you destroy it.
The shadows left behind disappeared in the city illuminated by colorless moonlight.
I was crying and struggling, dreaming on sleepless nights, believing that if I could just stay silent like the moon and shine even as my shape changed, if I could smile, then you would just love me.
The wishes that bloomed and scattered in secret are evening primroses.Will you embrace me as beautiful?
In order not to be disliked or thrown away, I will continue to fade, dyed in your colors. Ah, I believed in my dream again.
Ah, I asked for salvation or something in return.
If you don't want it anymore, please say so.
I'm still hoping though.
I was dreaming on sleepless nights as I cried and struggled, believing that if I could just keep shining like the moon, if I could just smile, if I could just smile, you would just love me.
The wishes that bloomed and scattered in secret are moon primroses.Will you hug me and tell me how beautiful you are?
I wanted you to hug me instead of saying I love you.