More songs by Xavi
More songs by Gabito Ballesteros
Description
Like a dawn that caught you off guard - the table is littered with bottles, your phone is full of unread messages, and your head is still filled with thoughts of the girl who left without a word. The words sound harsh, almost comical in their directness, but behind them you can hear not anger, but hurt, which is not so easy to brush off.
The chorus is about the eternal Mexican drama of nights with powder, Barbie, and tequila, where morning comes before you have time to forget. It's not about heroism, but about how stupid and truly painful it is to continue to hold in your heart someone who didn't even leave a goodbye kiss. The music smells of a hangover, the light of a lamp above the kitchen, and something that won't let go for a long time.
Lyrics and translation
Original
I miss a place I've never been
I miss a love I never had
I miss a life that's just a dream
I guess that shouldn't make me sad
I never like the songs I write
And I'm still afraid that you will hear them
And I don't like looking in the mirror too long at night
Do I deserve to feel this heavy inside?
And sometimes I feel like I don't belong
An alien girl in a twisted world
And some days existing feels so wrong
An alien girl in a twisted world
La da dum, mm, mm
Ooh
I drown my words in metaphors
Cuz I'm afraid of being real
Their lies are all that I am worth
At least that's what I always feel
And sometimes I feel like I don't belong
An alien girl in a twisted world
And some days existing feels so wrong
An alien girl in a twisted world
Did I fall from the stars
Or crawl out of hell?
Seems it's up for debate
Seems like no one can tell
They don't know who I am
But neither do I
So I'll keep writing music
To sing
To the sky, the sky, ah
To the sky
And sometimes I feel like I don't belong
An alien girl in a twisted world
And some days existing feels so wrong
An alien girl in a twisted world
Ooh, do you feel like you don't belong?
Ooh, in a twisted world
Ooh, do you feel like something is wrong?
I do, ah, ah
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Mm, mm