More songs by Mustafa Ceceli
Description
In this song, pain sounds thick, like smoke that cannot be aired out - only inhaled more deeply. It is not just sadness, but an entire architecture of ruins: the heart, like an old palace, collapsed from within, but still held up by the columns of memories. There is tenderness, anger, and fatigue - all mixed together, like a sleepless night where conversations with oneself drown out the silence.
The words fall in jagged strokes: a bitter prayer, a half-mad request to let the pain burn where it is more familiar than comfort. And even through this darkness, a quiet echo of justice can be heard - as if someone must understand that such feelings are not one-sided.
Lyrics and music: Tekir
Arrangement: Mustafa Checheli
Mixing and mastering: Koray Püskül
Director: Emra Özbil
Cinematographer: Anil Kılınç
Editor: Burak Çelik
Color: Mert Aytas
Production: Ceceli Music
Lyrics and translation
Original
Beni bırakın cehennemde yanayım
Cennette yalnız mı kalayım?
Yalanları koynuma sarayım, ah
Nasıl uyku uyuyayım?
Sebebini kimlere sorayım?
Viran oldu gönül sarayım
Bu kalbi boynuma asayım
Bana müsaade et orada kalayım
Ara ara bul, sonra kaybet
Reva mı bu? Nerede adalet?
Kolay kolay bitmez o kasvet
Sen de en az benim kadar kahret
Bulamam derdime çarem
Yer etmiş gönlüme yârem
Saçları kalbime harem
Hasreti ömrüme matem
Bulamam derdime çarem
Yer etmiş gönlüme yârem
Saçları kalbime harem
Hasreti ömrüme matem
Ara ara bul, sonra kaybet
Reva mı bu? Nerede adalet?
Kolay kolay bitmez o kasvet
Sen de en az benim kadar kahret
Ara ara bul, sonra kaybet
Reva mı bu? Nerede adalet?
Kolay kolay bitmez o kasvet
Sen de en az benim kadar kahret
Bulamam derdime çarem
Yer etmiş gönlüme yârem
Saçları kalbime harem
Hasreti ömrüme matem
Bulamam derdime çarem
Yer etmiş gönlüme yârem
Saçları kalbime harem
Hasreti ömrüme matem
English translation
Leave me to burn in hell
Will I be alone in heaven?
Let me embrace lies, ah
How should I sleep?
To whom should I ask the reason?
My heart is ruined, my palace
Let me hang this heart around my neck
Let me stay there
Find it, then lose it
Is this Reva? Where is justice?
That gloom does not end easily
You are as damned as I am.
I can't find a solution to my problem
My love has a place in my heart
Her hair is a harem to my heart
I mourn the longing for my life
I can't find a solution to my problem
My love has a place in my heart
Her hair is a harem to my heart
I mourn the longing for my life
Find it, then lose it
Is this Reva? Where is justice?
That gloom does not end easily
You are as damned as I am.
Find it, then lose it
Is this Reva? Where is justice?
That gloom does not end easily
You are as damned as I am.
I can't find a solution to my problem
My love has a place in my heart
Her hair is a harem to my heart
I mourn the longing for my life
I can't find a solution to my problem
My love has a place in my heart
Her hair is a harem to my heart
I mourn the longing for my life