More songs by OFFICIAL HIGE DANDISM
Description
Somewhere between self-criticism and the stubborn light of dreams, this song sounds like the diary of a person who knows their weaknesses all too well but still doesn't let go of their big plans. There is no glossy heroism here: only abrasions, a band-aid of self-irony, and the eternal “so what, at least it's real.”
The words rush forward, as if trying to outrun their own doubts, taking your breath away but not slowing down. In each verse, there is a familiar mixture of anger at oneself, laughter through tears, and unexpected warmth towards that very “dark” companion who helps you stay on your feet. It's about a race with no guarantees, about how to be imperfect and still believe that this is how you reach your heights.
Lyrics and translation
Original
誇るよ全部。 僕が僕であるための要素を。
好きだよ全 部。 君という僕の黒い部分も。
恵まれなかった才能 も。 丈夫じゃない性格も。
だけど大それた夢をちゃんと描 くしたたかさも。 焦るよいつも。
足音の軍手が僕の 努力を引き裂いて。
何度君という闇の世話になった ろう。 オンリーワンでもいいと無理やりつけた愛増すの。
奥で一睡もし得しない自分も見飽きたよ。
現実的、 客観的に見れば絶望的、絶対的。 一位はきっと取れないな。
わか ってる。 わかっちゃいるんだけど。
圧倒的、直感的に僕は納得 できちゃいない。
ああ、なんでこんなにも面倒で不適豪な情操を宿 してしまったんだろう。
らしさ、そんなものを抱えては。
僕らは泣い てた。 笑ってた。 競い合ったまま。
大好きなことに すべて捧げては。
何度も泣くんだ。 笑うんだ。 めちゃくちゃなペースで。
何 度かってもそれはそれで未来は苦しいもの。
ああ、マジでなんな の。 負けて、負けて、負けまくった時ほど。
思い出話が僕の歩みを染めてしまうよ。
過去の僕 と君からの最低のプレゼント。
打算的で消極的な面は僕を守る絆創膏。
怖くてきっと励 ないな。 わかってる。 わかっちゃいるんだけど。
プライドは新品のままで 白くふやけかゆがっている。 ああ、どちらも僕で君だから。
どち らも本心だから確か悪いよな。
始めたのが遅いから。 世界はあまりにも広いから。
天才はレベルが 違うから。 結果お前が楽しけりゃいいじゃん。 ああ、うるさいな。
それでもなんか 君に負けてしまう日もあった。 まあ、そりゃそうか。
ブレない芯や思想なんて 僕らしくはないや。 でも今の僕はもう限界だ。
君の言いなりになってた まるか。 僕はやっぱ誰にも負けたくないんだ。
そんな熱よどうか消えてなくなるな。
らしさ、そんなものを抱えては。
僕らは泣い てた。 笑ってた。
競い合ったまま。 大好きなことにすべて捧げては。
まだまだ泣くんだ。 笑うんだ。
位置についたなら さあ 本 気で勝負だ。 喜び、悲しみ、不安、期待。 もっと熱唱君と僕の物語を。 ああ、鍛えるまで泣く んだ。 笑うんだ。
本当に良 かった。 ああ、生きてて良かったな。
English translation
I'm proud of everything. The elements that make me who I am.
I love it all. Even the dark part of me called you.
Even the talents I wasn't blessed with. He also has an unhealthy personality.
However, he was also able to accurately portray his wildest dreams. I'm always in a hurry.
The sound of footsteps tearing apart my efforts.
How many times have I been taken care of by the darkness that is you? The love that I forced myself to have even if I was the only one increases.
I'm tired of seeing myself in the back, unable to get any sleep.
If you look at it realistically and objectively, it's hopeless and absolute. I'm sure I won't get first place.
I understand. I understand though.
Overwhelmingly, intuitively, I'm not convinced.
Ah, I wonder why I have such troublesome and inappropriate emotions.
Don't hold onto something like that.
we were crying. He was laughing. Stay competitive.
Give everything to what you love.
I cry over and over again. Laugh! At a crazy pace.
No matter how many times it happens, the future will be painful.
Oh, seriously? When I lose, lose, and lose a lot.
Memories will color my steps.
The worst present from me and you in the past.
My calculating and passive side is a band-aid that protects me.
I'm sure it's scary and doesn't encourage me. I understand. I understand though.
Pride is still white, swollen, and itchy as new. Ah, both are me and you.
I'm sure it's bad because they both have their own intentions.
Because I started late. Because the world is too big.
Geniuses are on different levels. I hope you enjoy it as a result. Oh, that's noisy.
Still, there were days when I somehow lost to you. Well, I guess so.
Having an unwavering core and thoughts is not like me. But now I'm at my limit.
Maruka was at your command. I don't want to lose to anyone after all.
I hope that fever will go away.
Don't hold onto something like that.
we were crying. He was laughing.
Stay competitive. Give everything you have to what you love.
I'm still crying. Laugh!
Once you're in position, it's time to get serious. Joy, sadness, anxiety, anticipation. Let's sing more about the story of you and me. Oh, I'll cry until I train. Laugh!
It was really good. Ah, I'm glad to be alive.