More songs by Barry B
Description
It's like a movie about an escape that's stuck in the middle - the characters are tired of their own disguises, but they keep playing their roles. In this rhythm, there's both fatigue and defiance: shedding old skin like a snake to feel alive, even if just for a little while. The words sound like a confession of love for self-sabotage: to destroy everything at the peak of applause, to fall, but to land on your feet, because otherwise it's too boring. And somewhere between the lines is a quiet invitation: “Let's destroy ourselves together, so that at least we'll have something to remember.”
Lyrics and translation
Original
Pagué la cuenta y fui al baño
Miré al espejo, un ser extraño
Toda la vida queriendo escapar
De mí mismo buscando la normalidad
Que estoy tan cerca de convertirme
En lo que siempre había odiado
El espejismo de un npc
Un alma rota con miedo a caer
Volvería a hacerlo todo mal otra vez (Otra vez)
Que tocar fondo otra vez (Otra vez)
Solo para sentirme vivo de nuevo
Ay-ay-ay-ah
Si quieres autodestruirte conmigo
Para tener algo que recordar
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
Ay-ay-ay-ah
Si quieres autodestruirte conmigo
Para tener algo que recordar
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
Voy a mudar de piel (¡Uh!)
Como una serpiente
Es el legado de mi maldición
Estropearlo en medio de la ovación (¡Uh-uh!)
Voy a caer de pie
Aún me quedan vidas pendientes
Tengo sitio para los dos
Contigo siempre es mucho mejor
Volvería a hacerlo todo mal otra vez (Otra vez)
Que tocar fondo otra vez (Otra vez)
Solo para sentirme vivo de nuevo
Ay-ay-ay-ah
Si quieres autodestruirte conmigo
Para tener algo que recordar
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
Ay-ay-ay-ah
Si quieres autodestruirte conmigo
Para tener algo que recordar
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
Siento que tengo algo que sanar
Estoy podando las heridas del corazón
Aun sabiendo que así crecerán más
Ay-ay-ay-ah
Si quieres autodestruirte conmigo
Para tener algo que recordar
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
Ay-ay-ay-ah
Si quieres autodestruirte conmigo
Para tener algo que recordar
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
English translation
I paid the bill and went to the bathroom
I looked in the mirror, a strange being
All my life wanting to escape
Of myself searching for normality
I'm so close to becoming
In what I had always hated
The mirage of an npc
A broken soul with fear of falling
I would do it all wrong again (Again)
Than hit rock bottom again (Again)
Just to feel alive again
Ay-ay-ay-ah
If you want to self-destruct with me
To have something to remember
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
Ay-ay-ay-ah
If you want to self-destruct with me
To have something to remember
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
I'm going to shed my skin (Uh!)
like a snake
It is the legacy of my curse
Spoil it in the middle of the cheer (Uh-uh!)
I'm going to land on my feet
I still have lives pending
I have room for both
With you it is always much better
I would do it all wrong again (Again)
Than hit rock bottom again (Again)
Just to feel alive again
Ay-ay-ay-ah
If you want to self-destruct with me
To have something to remember
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
Ay-ay-ay-ah
If you want to self-destruct with me
To have something to remember
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
I feel like I have something to heal
I am pruning the wounds of the heart
Even knowing that this way they will grow more
Ay-ay-ay-ah
If you want to self-destruct with me
To have something to remember
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh
Ay-ay-ay-ah
If you want to self-destruct with me
To have something to remember
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh-uh