More songs by Feo Matif
Description
A drunken haze, saturated with smoke and memories, mingles with the night air. Words burst forth like a confession that cannot be proud: everything that destroys and everything that keeps afloat turns out to be the same cause. Love here is not rosy, but gray, with a taste of ashes and an unfinished glass.
There is something almost childish in this stubbornness - to continue holding hands even after everything inside has burned down. In every line - not a complaint, but a dull weariness with oneself and a tenderness that cannot be erased. It's an intoxicating song, where even pain becomes warm because it's the last connection to life.
Author: Feo Matif
Recording: Feo Matif
Mixing and mastering: Feo Matif
Video effects: Feo Matif
Lyrics and translation
Original
Kusura bakma sarhoşum şu an sana tekrar yazdığıma.
Belki de yarın pişman olacağım seni tekrar andığıma.
Ama kendimi kandıramam ve benim yine kalbim burada.
Ve içinde sadece sen varsın, hiç başkası olmadı da. Ölüyorum anlasana.
Yaşamak zor geliyor tüm bu yüklerin altında.
Ben nasıl inandım sana ellerini tuttuğumda?
Farkı yok dünümün, yarınımın, bugünümden.
Seni düşündüğüm her an benim nefesimi keser.
Tüm bu sigaralarımın hep sebebi, tüm bu sarhoşluğumun tek sebebi, tüm bu gözyaşlarımın tek sebebi sensin.
Tüm bu hayallerimin sebebi, tüm bu düşüncelerin sebebi, tüm bu tükenmişliğimin sebebi sensin.
Sensin.
Sensin. Sensin.
Sensin.
Hep sensin.
English translation
Sorry, I'm drunk right now to write to you again.
Maybe tomorrow I will regret remembering you again.
But I can't fool myself and my heart is here again.
And there is only you inside, there has never been anyone else. I'm dying, understand.
It's hard to live under all these burdens.
How did I believe in you when I held your hands?
There is no difference between my yesterday, my tomorrow, my today.
Every time I think of you it takes my breath away.
You are the reason for all my cigarettes, the only reason for all my drunkenness, the only reason for all my tears.
You are the reason for all these dreams, the reason for all these thoughts, the reason for all this exhaustion.
It's you.
It's you. It's you.
It's you.
It's always you.