More songs by OSQAR
Description
Producer, Vocalist: OSQAR
Musicproduction: Bully
Mastering Engineer, Mixing Engineer: Jakub Ścisło
Lyricist: Oskar Kukułka
Composer: Antoni Przybyłek
Lyrics and translation
Original
I don't understand why I'm lying down today
And yet I was planning to fly this year
Yesterday was New Year's Eve, I'm burning a new candle
I'll stay in the cake package
And where I am, on my path
There's no return in sight for a long time
I don't want to see him
Because when I was a child
Dreams turned to ash
Maybe I'm depressed
I go to therapy and apparently it's different
Why do I have more demons?
I have to be like a man, like a hard-hitting guy
Brother, I have them in my head before I go to sleep
And I have them in my head before I go to sleep
Because it seems to me that this is very rarely the case
I thought they loved me
Maybe they'll recognize me
Maybe they'll fix me
Or maybe I'm okay
Or maybe they love me
Maybe they'll fix me
Maybe they love me
But I'm okay
So tell me why I keep getting this feeling
That they don't want to know me for it
Why do I think someone is laughing at me?
Maybe I'll buy a fake face in a magic shop
A fucking mask to fit you
Now I don't fit in with you
Why do I still have this feeling
That they don't want to know me for it
Why do I think someone is laughing at me?
Maybe I'll buy a fake face in a magic shop
A fucking mask to fit you
Now I don't fit in with you
I don't really want to run into people
Because I don't even feel safe myself
And my happiness lives in messenger
But it's like fresh air to me
I'm afraid he's afraid of what it will be like
She'll get bored of playing NC-Pence with me
He'll get tired of clapping for me in the front row
And in the only row my hands are folded
God please
If it's me, it's your fault
Incense and myrrh burn
I read Rick Rubin
I'm writing this on a tree
Because apparently I need to breathe deeply
Sometimes nicotine, sometimes meat spasms
Sensimilla has a different effect on me than it does on you
I thought they loved me
Maybe they'll recognize me
Maybe they'll fix me
Or maybe I'm okay
Or maybe they love me
Maybe they'll fix me
Maybe they love me
But I'm okay
So tell me why I keep getting this feeling
That they don't want to know me for it
Why do I think someone is laughing at me?
Maybe I'll buy a fake face in a magic shop
A fucking mask to fit you
Now I don't fit in with you
Why do I still have this feeling
That they don't want to know me for it
Why do I think someone is laughing at me?
Maybe I'll buy a fake face in a magic shop
A fucking mask to fit you
Now I don't fit in with you