White Noise

Original

I've been breaking the night, can't sleep

Rain tappin' all on my windows

But them sounds make peace

Why do I love this white noise from my fuckin' AC?

It'll distract me from the void and the things I can't see

Look

Bring on over drive, and I might be going nuts

They don't understand my mind

But I don't think no one does

Feelin' like my ankles tied, my legs is going numb

I been down a million times

But I won't be slowin' up

And now I'm divin', right off the deep end

What am I thinkin'?, What is the reason?

Laying in bed, I'm closing my eyes

I'm staying awake and stare at the ceiling

Scrollin' on my phone and look at TV

Keeping myself from falling asleep

It's way too quiet, put on the fan

And gimme some noise to quiet the demons (uh, uh)

My ADHD poppin' out

If I crank the system up, I hope the beat get louder now

My thoughts, too loud

Hope the speakers drown it out

Brain goin' a thousand miles a minute, I ain't stoppin' now

Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice (my choice)

Voices in my head, but it's my voice (my voice)

Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah

Said it's way too late to hallucinate, it ain't my choice (my choice)

Try to block it out, but it's my voice (my voice)

Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah

I've been, breakin' the night, can't sleep

Rain tappin' all on my windows

But them sounds make peace

Why do I love this white noise from my fuckin' AC?

It'll distract me from the void and the things I can't see (yeah)

Some nights when I'm by myself, I start to daydream

Tryna think of something else, hopin' that can save me

Wanna get some therapy, maybe that'll change me

If you ever felt like me, maybe I ain't crazy

And I wanna drive right up off this cliff, when I just get so distracted

Can't get in my vibe with a night like this, I just don't know what happenin'

Wanna take some meds, but I know that shit 'bout to have my soul adapted

I get in my head, and then see some shit you prolly won't imagine

Won't imagine, uh

My ADHD poppin' out

If I crank the system up, I hope the beat get louder now

My thoughts, too loud

Hope the speakers drown it out

Brain goin' a thousand miles a minute, I ain't stoppin' now

Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice (my choice)

Voices in my head, but it's my voice (my voice)

Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah

Said it's way too late to hallucinate, it ain't my choice (my choice)

Try to block it out, but it's my voice (my voice)

Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah

Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice (my choice)

Voices in my head, but it's my voice (my voice)

Gotta drown it out with some white noise, yeah