EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WANTED

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If this is everything I've ever wanted, why does it feel

Like something's missing? Gotta question, is this actually real?

I've never been able to see myself as somebody more

Somebody like the other bodies on the screen I adore

And if I got a little love from you, is it just my luck?

Or do you actually believe I'm someone you could look up to?

'Cause I never really saw it in me, I don't believe

That you could see it in me either, I think I'm a copy

And see, I'm terrified that I don't really know myself well

I get too influenced and in over my head, I can't tell

What's really me or really you, the lines are always a blur

I feel this pity deep inside me, I'm self-conscious, it hurts

So I keep living out my dreams and meeting people I love

But I can't tell if they think I'm somebody worthy of trust

I always dreamed about these moments, now they're actually real

But somehow I'm stuck in my head and I don't know how to feel