1-800 Heartbreak (with Anderson .Paak)

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I don't want you to know that I've been in my bed, so cold.

And I've been trying my best to not make it look like I care.

Know it's pretty hard to tell I've been looking better. Every day that goes by,

I've been outside. Driving fast, in a nigga's passenger seat, being a princess.

Got my legs kicked up, I'm catching flights but something's missing.

So I keep my head on my heart, baby.

'Cause this thing goin' too far. I know I need a fresh start, baby.

But by the end of the night I'm dialing.

One-eight hundred-heartbreak. 'Cause the price to pay is guaranteed.

For giving my body what she needs, yeah.

One-eight hundred-heartbreak.

Don't know how much more I can take.

I need you right here face to face.

I need you, baby.

I don't think I can hold it in no more. Just might end up folding in half.

I'm torn between my loneliness and hopefulness for you.

Hoping we can work it out, but I don't know what to do. Your mindset is set on trying but you can't seem to succeed.

And I know that it's pretty hard to tell 'cause I've been looking better.

Every day that goes by,

I've been outside. Driving fast, in a nigga's passenger seat, being a princess.

Got my legs kicked up, I'm catching flights but something's missing.

So I keep my head on my heart, baby. 'Cause this thing goin' too far.

I know I need a fresh start, baby. But by the end of the night I'm dialing.

One-eight hundred-heartbreak.

'Cause the price to pay is guaranteed.

For giving my body what she needs, yeah.

One-eight hundred-heartbreak. Don't know how much more

I can take.

I need you right here face to face.

I need you, baby. One-eight. Yeah, dial one-eight.

Fingers dial one-eight hundred for you, baby.

Hello?

Hello, my darling, it's me again. I'm crawling back drunk.

You blocked my number, so I called from my mother's phone. Don't hang up.

I wonder if it's true what they say about every time that you lay up with someone new, there's a trade-off, a piece of me that I lose.

In return, all I gain was another notch in the Lou, belt coming loose. I can't hold the weight up, so I drop the bar.

The body count two times the amount, the mileage on the car.

Down on my luck, my heart 'bout heavy as my eyelids are. It's been so long since I last did you wrong.

Did you forget? You cursed me out so bad, it felt like a spell from a witch.

I didn't wanna tell you the truth, 'cause if I did, you'd probably get some felons to shoot up my whip. So vindictive, insensitive.

I really wanna make amends, but we've been going back and forth like tennis courts at Wimbledon. I've been on my Adidas tip.

All day, I dream about sex. I'm like a fiend for this.

Some therapy is what you suggest, and I agree with it. But my shrink, she offered me cheeks.

I end up beating it. I'm not a demon, but I might be a piece of shit. You tell me I need

Jesus, so I text message my deaconess.

She send back some freaky shit, pictures of her coochie lips. I tell you this in confidence. Don't ever rat me out.

You said this would come back to haunt me. Is that what ghosting's all about?

I was hoping we could get back to our home and settle down, but you was done playing games. All my tokens have run out.

And you ain't gotta tell me nothing new under the sun.

I know we had a moment, but it's done now.

Just know that you're the only thing that runs my mind. Wow.

Fuck!