Deep End

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Every day I wake up, that's a brand-new start, carry out my plan.

Kinda took my chance, from the top I dive, it's a long way down, I hope I land.

God, I'm Your child, but in these streets, I can't be weak, so I'm a man. I can't be beat, so

I'ma stand. I want my kids know who I am.

All for her love, I had no plan to shift from the mountaintop, I dive. And she knew I was exhausted from it all now. For you,

I ain't even care about if I die.

'Cause I got evil on my conscience, but I know that God is watchin'.

But I gotta grind, no matter the time, 'cause I know ain't no one gon' do it for me.

Earned all my stripes like ridin' a bike, a nigga been doin' this shit on my sleep.

And my motivation I get from my kids, if there was no them, then who would I be? Who would you bump if there wasn't no me?

What is Gen Z if there ain't no YP?

I thank God for the music, I know if it wasn't for that, then I'd probably be stuck in the cell.

I know a few niggas who should've been home but got caught up and now they all sittin' in jail.

Yeah, I met me some bitches I thought really loved me until I found out that the shit wasn't real.

Fuck it, I guess I'ma sit in the field. Count up this money and sing to myself.

Ain't no discussion, all of the bullshit got me muggin'.

I done gotta say, "Forgive 'em,” fuck it, I'm still gon' hold these grudges.

I've been searchin' for some guidance, prayin' the Lord to show me somethin'.

Maybe therapy'll fix it, make me different. If it doesn't, wouldn't fuck it.

I be jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end.

I've been fallin' for no reason.

And I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end.

I've been crashin' for no reason.

And it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive. God gave me battles, I don't know if I can fight.

So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end.

I-I've been crashin' for no reason.

I know my back against the wall, gotta stand up tall and hold my head.

For them days I didn't wanna wake up, but I turned my lows into some bread.

And when niggas think bad, they know me 'cause of the shit that they done read. How the fame made me feel lonely, I've been livin' on the edge.

I've been in my head and all I can think about is seein' you.

Told my bitch that I got faith if you got faith in me and you.

But you know I'm stubborn, baby, I ain't changin' me for you. I'ma fix myself for me, but I got things I need to do.

So if you come over, we can situate some things.

Come in or come close or don't you run away from me. This shit don't seem as sweet as you think.

I love her, but don't trust her, not as far as I can see, oh.

God, You did Your wrong with me.

Wash my clothes in the sink, now I'm the one that they wanna be, oh. From ones I loved left mine front open and got backdoored.

I'm still strong and I'm thankful, I just had to hold on.

Hope you know that I've been jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end.

I've been fallin' for no reason.

And I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end.

I've been crashin' for no reason.

And it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive. God gave me battles, I don't know if I can fight.

So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end.

I-I've been crashin' for no reason.

Yeah, I said it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive. God gave me battles, I don't know if I can fight.

So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end.