Lyrics and translation
Original
I feel lost inside my home.
I'm on five but sittin' in my phone.
I just gotta leave the city.
Keep a bag and it's empty.
What's wrong with me now?
It's hard to breathe out. Pills on my bed.
Two hundred cigarettes. Two hundred cigarettes.
I just started feelin' like I'm lighter when I'm lonely.
I can't hold the heavy shit for people that don't know me.
I can't make a heaven for the hell inside my family. Can't imagine me givin' a fuck about a plan B. I'm fourteen with a
Newport sittin' on my roof and laughin'.
I wonder if I slip, will there be anyone to catch me?
I feel locked inside my head.
I have burned holes in my hands.
Smoke coverin' the city.
The full moon looks empty to me.
It's fallin' down on my house.