Description
Vocals, Programmer, Synthesizer, Mellotron, Recording Engineer, Producer: Kelsey Lu
Drums, Programmer, Synthesizer, Mellotron, Omnichord, Electric Guitar, Acoustic Guitar, Recording Engineer, Producer: Jack Antonoff
Programmer, Synthesizer, Mellotron: Ben Zelico
Vocal Producer, Recording Engineer: Laura Sisk
Recording Engineer, Producer: Yves Rothman
Mixing Engineer: Oli Jacobs
Mastering Engineer: Ruairi O'Flaherty
Assistant Recording Engineer: Francesco Putorì
Assistant Recording Engineer: Giacomo Gaspari
Assistant Recording Engineer: Katie May
Assistant Recording Engineer: Dom Shaw
Assistant Recording Engineer: Jack Manning
Assistant Recording Engineer: Jozef Caldwell
Assistant Recording Engineer: Joey Miller
Composer Lyricist: Kelsey Lu
Composer Lyricist: Nate Campany
Composer Lyricist: Daniel Wilson
Composer Lyricist: Jack Antonoff
Composer Lyricist: Yves Rothman
Lyrics and translation
Original
When I fall back on my knees and I can't let go
When that look of desperation calls out my name
I forget how much it hurts me every time Still I keep running, running, running, running back to the pain
Yeah, I keep running, running, running, running back to the pain It keeps me sane Sane
I can't be tamed
Running through the fire When my heart beats faster It's in my veins Running to pain Is it the only way to tame
The demons inside That haunt my mind Fighting so, so much I leave it all behind Taking all the pain
It's all a waste
The tears on my face It's all a waste to know Let it go
Just let it go
When I fall back on my knees and I can't let go
When that look of desperation calls out my name
I forget how much it hurts me every time
Still I keep running, running, running, running back to the pain
Yeah, I keep running, running, running, running back to the pain It keeps me sane
Sane I can't be tamed
With you
Come and direct my life
I can't let go
Smooth like a jagged knife
I don't care who Taking all the pain It's all a waste The tears on my face It's all a waste to know Let it go
Just let it go
Running back to the pain Pain It keeps me sane