More songs by Nessa Barrett
Description
Producer: CJ Baran
Producer: Arthur Besna
Assistant Mastering Engineer: Adam Burt
Bass, Guitar, Mellotron, Piano, Programming: Arthur Besna
Engineer, Recorded By: Arthur Besna
Bass, Guitar, Mellotron, Piano, Programming: CJ Baran
Engineer, Recorded By: CJ Baran
Executive Producer: CJ Baran
Masterer: Dale Becker
A& R: Jeff Sosnow
Assistant Mastering Engineer: Katie Harvey
A And R Administrator: Michele Gomez
Masterer: Nathan Dantzler
Vocals: Nessa Barrett
Engineer: Nick Trapani
Assistant Mastering Engineer: Noah McCorkle
Mixer: Victor Verpillat
Writer: Nessa Barrett
Writer: Christopher J Baran
Writer: Arthur Besnainou
Lyrics and translation
Original
Maybe I'm not meant to be held.
I get close and they always leave.
Will you be like everyone else?
Or will you stay with me?
They stole all my innocence and turned me to a masochist.
Consumed in all my darkness when I wake.
You walked into heaven sent and laid me in my bed to rest in my lonely dying garden where I sleep.
When I wake will you leave?
Maybe I'm not meant to be held.
I get close and they always leave.
Will you be like everyone else?
Or will you stay with me?
Maybe I've done this to myself.
Another love that I've had to grieve.
Will you be like everyone else?
Or will you stay with me?
I can't afford to lose another.
Please don't turn out like my mother.
I'm terrified you'll hurt me when I'm weak.
You could be the one to take all my pretty pain away.
Just promise that your love is mine to keep.
If I break will you leave?
Maybe I'm not meant to be held.
I get close and they always leave.
Will you be like everyone else?
Or will you stay with me?
Maybe I've done this to myself.
Another love that I've had to grieve.
Will you be like everyone else?
Or will you stay with me?