Painfully Alive

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I block the socials on my phone, yet I will read if you will write. Why don't you leave my mind alone?

You stay with yours and I keep mine. I keep the roses that you gave.

Since then, they turned all dark and dry.

I want my mind to be the same, but it is painfully alive. I laugh, I cry,

I am painfully alive.

I fall when I fly, I am painfully alive.

Yesterday didn't feel at all.

No drugs could ever make me high. Now I can't fly without the fall.

I am a moth that burns in light.

I laugh, I cry, I am painfully alive. I fall when I fly,

I am painfully alive.

I am painfully alive!