Lyrics and translation
Original
I was patient, I was docile, bore the brunt of nature lies.
You were vacant almost all the time, but I still searched for some love in your eyes.
I still don't know how I'm meant to forget you. You fucked me up, but I guess I let you.
'Cause I was so obsessed, you chipped away at me till there was nothing left.
Broke me down and hit me till I lost myself, becoming someone else for you.
Mm.
Just a habit, you're a filthy habit, and I laid around for one more hit.
Oh, how I love you, probably still do, and that's why I never seem to quit. Oh.
I still don't know how I'm meant to forget you.
You fucked me up, but I guess I let you.
'Cause I was so obsessed, you chipped away at me till there was nothing left.
Broke me down and hit me till I lost myself, becoming someone else for you.
I acted a fool, nothing I wouldn't do, and that's why I lost my head so quickly on that night.
Oh, maybe I'm right to start in a fight, but I couldn't say it with my chest.
'Cause I was so obsessed, you chipped away at me till there was nothing left.
Broke me down and hit me till I lost myself, becoming someone else for you.