Bones

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Deleted all the pictures from my phone.

Voices in my head say, "I told you so. "

I'm jealous of the cigarette you hold.

Wonder what we have go up in smoke?

'Cause you are probably moving on, while I'm already gone.

I wish I could hate you.

I wish I could blame somebody else for the pain that you left inside this room.

You broke me like a promise, and if I'm being honest with myself, I let my hopes get a little higher than they should.

You're still in my bones, and I'm still no good at letting go.

Erasing any trace of you and I.

Tell myself that I don't care and believe the lies.

I'm hardening the heart you left behind.

Becoming somebody I hardly recognize.

You are probably so far gone, while

I'm barely holding on.

I wish I could hate you.

I wish I could blame somebody else for the pain that you left inside this room.

You broke me like a promise, and if I'm being honest with myself, I let my hopes get a little higher than they should.

You're still in my bones, and I'm still no good at letting go.

Sleeping on my side of the bed, I can't bring myself to the middle.

I don't wanna touch the space you left or lay my head on your pillow. 'Cause I can't admit you're really gone.

I don't wanna feel the heart you broke, so I dance with the ghost of what it was.

You're still in my bones, and I'm still no good at letting go.