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Description
Composer Lyricist: Berika KA
Studio Producer: Volkan Samet Altuntaş
Lyrics and translation
Original
Döndüm kendime, gözümle yüzleştim.
Tüm kalbimle sustum, sana küstüm.
Ruhumdan arta kalan bir gölgeyim şimdi.
Güvendiğim ne varsa tek tek söndü.
Sustuğum yerdesin artık bil.
Meczup oldum, kendi aklıma dil.
Serzeniş değil bu, son bir yemin.
Sualsiz kaldım, yok dönüşüm benim.
Yolum yok, izim yok, rüzgarla savruldum.
Kalbimde bir diken, nefesle yoruldum.
Kim varsa yanımda hep yarım bıraktı.
Aynı masal yine, sadece sahne farklı.
Göz göze gelmem, ayna bile kırılır.
Kelam aramam, içim sessiz darılır.
Kördüğüm gibi içimde zaman.
Dünya diyorsan hep bir yalan.
Sustuğum yerdesin artık bil.
Meczup oldum, kendi aklıma dil.
Serzeniş değil bu, son bir yemin.
Sualsiz kaldım, yok dönüşüm benim.
English translation
I turned to myself and faced my eyes.
I kept silent with all my heart, I was angry with you.
Now I am a shadow left over from my soul.
Everything I trusted faded away one by one.
Know now that you are in the place where I remain silent.
I was entranced, I spoke to my own mind.
This is not a reproach, it is a final oath.
I am left without questions, there is no transformation for me.
I have no path, no trace, I am blown away by the wind.
A thorn in my heart, I'm tired of breathing.
Everyone who was with me always left me unfinished.
It's the same story again, just the scene is different.
I don't make eye contact, even the mirror will break.
I don't search for words, I feel silently distressed.
Time inside me like I'm blind.
If you say the world, it's always a lie.
Know now that you are in the place where I remain silent.
I was entranced, I spoke to my own mind.
This is not a reproach, it is a final oath.
I am left without questions, there is no transformation for me.