Gift & a Curse (interlude)

I feel like I'm a lover, I just don't know how to love properly.

And it, and it, it's like a gift and a curse 'cause it's like sometimes I overdo it, like, as far as being sensitive and stuff, and then I get taken advantage of. And then you got when

I'm trying to be the player, pimp, macko, you want me, you probably just want me more than I want you, and then whole time that be the one I end up losing because I,

I ain't gonna say played them, but I wasn't a hundred with them like I wanted them to be a hundred with me.

Until, like I said, eventually you just kinda let it go.