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Description
Producer, Mixer, Mastering Engineer, Studio Producer: Devansyah Putra Sugiarto
Producer: Hibrizqi Syahdra
Additional Studio Producer: Muhammad Hibrizqi Putra Syahdra
Co Producer, Vocal Arranger, Production Manager, Lyricist, Music Director, Arranger: Nadhila Nasya Iskandar
Lyrics and translation
Original
I was such a dreamer at fourteen.
I planned to leave this city to search for better things.
But I never had the guts to be in front of a crowd just talking.
Look at me here, I'm going out of teen years.
'Cause what if I was less afraid of people staring and less akin to people pleasing?
Before I'm turning twenty-two, having pre-quarter-life crisis.
Feeling too young to be so weary.
But I'm too old to live my life so carefree.
And I wish I had the guts to live and laugh when I couldn't wait to just grow up.
'Cause I miss wearing backpacks to school 'stead of branded bags just to look cool. They say, "Don't waste your youth just dreaming, and do it. "
And I never thought I'd agree to some older dudes just saying cheesy shits.
But I'm twenty-two, wondering, what if I was less afraid of people staring and less akin to people pleasing?
Then maybe I'd have so much more to give.
Some say that grief is way better than weeping.
Wish younger me possessed that thinking.
Before I'm turning twenty-two, having pre-quarter-life crisis.
I'm nobody in this city, no person recognizing me.
I'm positive for failing dreams that I never thought I could reach. I'm so alone in my own peace.
I'm full of insecurities.
I tend to cry after teen years.
And I'm twenty-two, wondering, what if I was less afraid of people staring and less akin to people pleasing?
Then maybe I'd have so much more to give.
Some say that grief is way better than weeping. Wish younger me possessed that thinking.
Before I'm turning twenty-two, having pre-quarter-life crisis.
Oh, oh, oh.
I'm having my quarter-life crisis.