Loved You Better (with Dean Lewis)

You had this beautiful way about you.

You had this warmth in your touch and softness in your eyes. I could be myself when I was around you. It scared me to death, but

I had never felt so alive.

You said you pictured yourself growing old with me.

Now I'm just a toxic heartbroken memory of some boy who could never give you what you need.

I should've loved you better, but I couldn't even love myself. Said that we're in this together, then

I didn't even try to help.

When you needed me, I wasn't there to get you through it all.

I should've loved you better.

I should've loved you better. Better, better, better.

I know it's late, and I know it's been some time, but I still think about the days when you were mine.

And the years go fast, but the nights last long 'cause it's hard to sleep when I'm not holding on to you.

What a mess I've made, a mess I've made of you.

Now I know it's far too late.

I should've loved you better, but I couldn't even love myself.

Said we're in this together, then I didn't even try to help.

When you needed me, I wasn't there to get you through it all. I should've loved you better.

I should've loved you better. Better.

Oh, I let you down a thousand times and left you on your knees.

If you find someone, I hope he's everything that I can't be.

I should've loved you better, but I couldn't even love myself.

Said that we're in this together, then I didn't even try to help.

When you needed me, I wasn't there to get you through it all. I should've loved you better.

I should've loved you better.

Better, better, better.