Description
Director - Flora Scott Producer - Simon Oxley First Assistant Director - Grace Austin Assistant Producer - Rayner Goh Director of Photography - Alex Stanley-Ratven First Assistant Director - Arthur Attenborough Gaffer - Joe Roizino Production Designer - Maddie Riddick Hair and Makeup Artist - Kayla Eviana Stylist - Pele Eugene Raldo Runner - Iara Maria Brito Borges Photographer - Flora Scott Assistant Photographer - Connie Swift
Lyrics and translation
Original
Scared of people, scared of heights.
Scared to have a daughter 'cause it's one in five. Hope she isn't blaming it all on herself.
Hope she isn't hiding all the shit I hide. Scared there ain't a God and ain't a promised land.
If I tell my therapist she'll tie my hands up. Send me to a place where they gon' hide my makeup.
And I'm so scared of it.
Time heals but I'm impatient. They're gonna see me when I'm in patience.
Straight with the jacket on. I could only sing my songs.
I, I, I spill red wine on a white sofa. At twenty-seven or a bit older.
I traumatize myself. 'Cause I'm about to write like hell.
Runnin' the race, whatever it takes.
I been doin' the two-step under the weight.
Oh, I been whatever the outcome, whatever it weighs.
I been, oh, I been fallin' flyin'.
If I bend over, if I break. Never tell a soul about the bed I made.
I don't wanna think about the role he played. Snatchin' out my lips and grabbin' at my waist.
Hopin' there's a God and there's a promised land.
If I tell my therapist she'll tie my hands up. Send me to a place where they gon' hide my makeup.
And I'm so scared of it.
Heart big but it break easy. Push fast so you don't leave me. Fear of abandonment.
Fear of a late night binge to intimate.
Good life, nigga don't tease me. If I die, hope I go easy. And you forgive my sins.
Hold the heavy gate open, yeah.
Runnin' the race, whatever it takes.
I been doin' the two-step under the weight.
Oh, I been whatever the outcome, whatever it weighs.
I been, oh, I been fallin' flyin'. Never been a bed of roses. Need no diagnosis.
All your information. Your advice is loaded.
Medicate her, give her hopin'. Keep her Bible open. I'm on the straight and narrow.
And I won't sugarcoat it.
Runnin' the race, whatever it takes.
I been doin' the two-step under the weight.
Oh, I been whatever the outcome, whatever it weighs. I been, oh, I been fallin' flyin'.
And whatever the outcome, whatever it weighs.
I been, oh, I been fallin' flyin'.