More songs by Koray Avcı
Description
A closed door speaks louder than any words. In the air, there's the smell of an unfinished glass and promises that couldn't be kept. It feels like the evening is deliberately playing along with these scenes: whispering softly to the walls about how difficult it is to let go of what is already gone. This isn't about drama, it's about a weary reconciliation with oneself - when even sadness becomes a habit, almost a ritual. And yet you pour more, as if you could pull an old nail out of your heart with a new one. Words and Music: Zeynep Akın Arrangement: Burak Açar Drums: Necmettin Tunç Engin Bass Guitar: Birkan Şener Strings: Modern Yaylıs Acoustic Guitar: Gültekin Kaçar Electric Guitar: Kemalkan Yörenç Percussion: Ali Emre Algır Clarinet: Kadir Geçgel Oud: Özdemir Güz Backing Vocals: Fatih Ertür Mix: Alişan Göksu Mastering: Çağlar Türkmen Cast: Gamze Topuz. Music Video Director: Kaan Yorumaz Director of Photography: Ege Uysal Assistant Director: Derin Deniz Editor: Berke Küçük Colorist: Utkan Topuzlu Lighting: Onur Karaca Camera Assistants: Dilara Çakıroğlu, Enes Buğra Hair: Deniz Çetinkaya Styling: Halil Gül Manager: Tevfik Avcılar Tour Manager: Raşit Tuncer Social Media Director: Berkay Avcı
Lyrics and translation
Original
Kapandı bu kapı, evde yokum sana.
Neden böyle oldu soramazsın. İçimde yaşarım. Suskunluğum büyük.
Bende kaldı her şey, bulamazsın.
Dertler akşamı bekler sanki yeminli gibi.
Günlerce anlatsam da anlayamazsın.
Çivi çiviyi söker hesabı içiyorum.
Bu son kadeh diye yine söz verip hiç tutmuyorum.
Sana göre boş bu halimin yok mu düşün sebebi? Oldum dert delisi.
Çivi çiviyi söker hesabı içiyorum.
Bu son kadeh diye yine söz verip hiç tutmuyorum.
Sana göre boş bu halimin yok mu düşün sebebi? Oldum dert delisi.
Kapandı bu kapı, evde yokum sana.
Neden böyle oldu soramazsın. İçimde yaşarım.
Suskunluğum büyük.
Bende kaldı her şey, bulamazsın. Dertler akşamı bekler sanki yeminli gibi.
Günlerce anlatsam da anlayamazsın.
Çivi çiviyi söker hesabı içiyorum.
Bu son kadeh diye yine söz verip hiç tutmuyorum.
Sana göre boş bu halimin yok mu düşün sebebi? Oldum dert delisi.
Çivi çiviyi söker hesabı içiyorum.
Bu son kadeh diye yine söz verip hiç tutmuyorum.
Sana göre boş bu halimin yok mu düşün sebebi? Oldum dert delisi.
English translation
This door is closed, I'm not home for you.
You can't ask why this happened. I live inside me. My silence is great.
Everything is left with me, you can't find it.
Troubles wait for the evening as if under oath.
Even if I explain it for days, you can't understand it.
I'm drinking as much as I can.
I make promises again and never keep them because this is the last glass.
To you, this state of mine is empty, isn't it the reason? I became a troublemaker.
I'm drinking as much as I can.
I make promises again and never keep them because this is the last glass.
To you, this state of mine is empty, isn't it the reason? I became a troublemaker.
This door is closed, I'm not home for you.
You can't ask why this happened. I live inside me.
My silence is great.
Everything is left with me, you can't find it. Troubles wait for the evening as if under oath.
Even if I explain it for days, you can't understand it.
I'm drinking as much as I can.
I make promises again and never keep them because this is the last glass.
To you, this state of mine is empty, isn't it the reason? I became a troublemaker.
I'm drinking as much as I can.
I make promises again and never keep them because this is the last glass.
To you, this state of mine is empty, isn't it the reason? I became a troublemaker.