More songs by SARA
Description
Sometimes silence speaks louder than words - especially after an argument where both sides seem to be right, but are still wrong. There is an unspoken honesty in the air and a couple of sips of regret diluted in strong rakia. The music flows smoothly, like evening smoke - without pathos, without salvation, just so as not to be blinded by one's own thoughts.
There is no drama here, only weary acceptance: that feelings, like a drink, fade away with time. That love can smell like salt, like smoke, and just a little like that old playlist you don't want to turn off. Just a moment when everything is let go - not out of pride, but out of necessity. And for some reason, it makes it easier to breathe.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Kalbimi sakladım. Hiç hesapları katmadım oyuna. Aşkla savaşmadım.
Yaşadığım ne varsa bırakmadım sonuna. Geçebilir daha ne kadar?
Hissetmiyom özgür falan. Unutulbenken arkamda, duramıyor yokken aklımda.
Savaşmak zor, denedik yok. Bir çıkar bulunur aslında. İsyan başlat, gözüm kara.
Denedim her yolu baktığında. İstedim aşk değil nefes. Öfkeye dönüştüren o heves.
İçimde yok, bulunmaz kin. Seninle aynı değil rengimi.
Hissendim, açtım rockı çalarken fonda o şarkı.
İstedim yanımda olalım, yokken bile aklında.
İstedim yanımda olalım, yokken bile aklında.
Yazdım hep, söyleyemedim de bir laf. Bunun için hissetemezdim pişman.
Harcanan nefese gitti çok zaman. Elimde kalmadı bak benden olan.
Olsun tükenir tabii bitecek olan. Yaşayamam ki tozpembe yalanlar. Bir büyüyüp açıyorum son hatırına.
Anarak kaldırıyorum o rafa.
Hissendim, açtım rockı çalarken fonda o şarkı.
İstedim yanımda olalım, yokken bile aklında.
İstedim yanımda olalım, yokken bile aklında.
English translation
I hid my heart. I haven't added any accounts to the game. I didn't fight with love.
I didn't leave everything I had to the end. How much longer can it pass?
I don't feel free or anything. When I'm forgotten behind me, I can't stay in my mind when I'm not there.
It's hard to fight, we tried but we couldn't. Actually, there is a benefit. Start a rebellion, I'm desperate.
I tried every possible way. I wanted not love but breath. That enthusiasm that turns into anger.
I don't have it in me, there is an inexhaustible grudge. My color is not the same as yours.
I felt it, so I turned it on while playing rock, that song in the background.
I wanted us to be by my side, even when you're not there, on your mind.
I wanted us to be by my side, even when you're not there, on your mind.
I always wrote, but I couldn't say a word. I couldn't feel regret for that.
A lot of time wasted on breath. Look, I don't have anything that belongs to me.
Of course, it will run out. I can't live with pink lies. I'm growing and blooming for the sake of the last thing.
I remember it and put it on that shelf.
I felt it, so I turned it on while playing rock, that song in the background.
I wanted us to be by my side, even when you're not there, on your mind.
I wanted us to be by my side, even when you're not there, on your mind.