More songs by Shelby
Description
After love, the world turns into a midnight city without streetlights - it seems the same, but it's as if the lights have been turned off. Everything familiar becomes foreign, even the air cuts unevenly. The heart, accustomed to beating with happiness, now beats with alarm - sometimes loudly, sometimes barely audible, so as not to disturb the silence.
Love hasn't gone away here - it's just become an echo. One that bounces off the wall and comes back, a little quieter, a little sadder. In every word, there is fatigue from one's own strength, from endless attempts to understand where “we” ends and “I” begins. And yet, even in this darkness, there is warmth: the very thing that remains after a fire - from a life truly lived.
Lyrics and translation
Original
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Sen varken şımaran kalbim sen yokken yokları oynar
Elden gelen olmaz belki kaderim yine şansını zorlar
Bilmezler sevgimi onlar kalbimde ki yangınlar har
Sen dahil bilmez kimse kaçtığımı har yangınlardan
Sen kuruyorken tek başına ben sana yağmur gibi yağdım
Sen açtın benle beraber ben senden daha kuru kaldım
Geceler beni benden alırlar beni kendime küstürür aklım
Çok uzaklara gitmeni değil de çok uzaklara gideriz sandım
Bilmediğini söyleme artık beni herkese yerebildiğini
Tüm çevrem bile biliyor sen hariç herkesi yenebildiğimi
Etrafıma saldırıyorken sadece seninle dinebildiğimi
İstemediğim anlarda bile yeniden kalbime girebildiğini
Çok bunalıyorum buralarda düzelir miyim bir daha bilmem
Çok kanıyor kalbim kanasın bir kez daha yaraları silmem
Aşmam gerekir engelleri ağır olsa da aldığım yükler
Beni sana düşman eden herkesi affeder miyim bir daha etmem
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English translation
Dark world after you
After you the world is a lie
My heart, which is spoiled when you are around, plays with things when you are not around
You can't help it, maybe my fate will push your luck again.
They don't know my love, they are the fires in my heart
No one, including you, knows that I'm running away from all the fires.
While you were drying up, I fell on you like rain, all alone
You were hungry with me, I was left drier than you
Nights take me away from me, my mind makes me angry at myself
I didn't think you would go far, I thought we would go very far
Don't say that you don't know that you can criticize me to everyone
Even my whole circle knows that I can beat everyone except you
While I'm attacking those around me, I can only rest with you.
That you can enter my heart again even when I don't want it
I'm so depressed here, I don't know if I'll ever get better.
My heart is bleeding so much, let it bleed, I won't wipe the wounds again
I have to overcome the obstacles, even if they are heavy, the burdens I carry
Do I forgive everyone who made me an enemy of you? I won't do it again.
Dark world after you
After you the world is a lie
Dark world after you
After you the world is a lie