More songs by Decrat
Description
Sometimes life becomes too cramped, even if you are surrounded by your own walls. The air gets stuck in your thoughts, your faith wavers, and even your home turns into a cage with soft corners. It's not about pity, but about fatigue, which you have learned to carry proudly, like an old scar - it hurts, but it's beautiful.
Somewhere between prayer and stubbornness, hope sounds - not loudly, almost in a whisper. Because even in the darkness, there is a stubborn light that refuses to go out. In this voice, you can hear a person who has gone through fire and now knows for sure: it is harder to survive than to die, but it is still possible. And even winter in the soul will one day give way to spring.
Lyrics, Composition - Decrat
Arrangement: Yns - Burak Hasanov
Mixing and Mastering: Shafak Armador
Director: Yusuf Jan Gunesh
Director of Photography: Deniz Gunesh
Camera assistant: Shafak Ustyunbash
Editor: Seda Fychy
Colorist: Doa Medya
Production - Cigdem Tekin
Lighting - Selim Yavuz Salihoglu
Editing - Seda Fychici
Cast - Orhan Uzun.
Advertising team: Riza Pera and Fevzi Aydogan
Special thanks to Faruk Tekin, Ozbullut.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Bir de bana sor, bir sor.
İnancın olsun, yaşamak ölmekten daha zor.
Emin ol bazen ev bile zindan olur bana of. Bana sor, bir sor. Yaşamak ölmekten daha zor.
Emin ol bazen ev bile zindan olur bana of. Kandım, söndüm, tekrar yaktım.
Benim için hazırlanan cehennemden kaçtım. Derdin ile kaldığımda düştüğüm yere kalktım.
Seni Allah affetsin. Unuttum ben artık. Hayal bile edilmeyen kuyuların dibindeyim.
Ölmekten beter olduk ya, kabuslar içindeyim. Vur hadi.
Düşüm eden mühim değil. Hep bu karanlığa diş gösterip kurtulurum. Sabret.
Yankılar kulağımda yaradan. Gezdim bu sokakları, gördüm birçok paravan. Eyvah!
Yarin bu gece beni arama. Ellerim kelepçeli, uzun uzun yazamam. Ne istiyorsan olsun.
Düşmesin o göze yaş. Çektik yetereze yan. Bu kadar yeter eyvallah.
Hasret karıştı kanıma. Sabır hele yaradan. Dönecek elbet bir gün şansım.
Bir de bana sor, bir sor. İnancın olsun, yaşamak ölmekten daha zor.
Emin ol bazen ev bile zindan olur bana of. Bana sor, bir sor.
Yaşamak ölmekten daha zor. Emin ol bazen ev bile zindan olur bana of.
Düşenin dostu tozlu kaldırımlar. Yıkılır üzerine güvendiğin koca dağlar. Sabır et.
Bir gün yanar o limanlar. Umduğun bulduğunla farklı olur kimi zaman. Ya.
İnsanı insan eden içindeki vicdandır. Bazen evin bile dört duvarı zindandır.
Bir tek ailemin sözü bende fermandır. Ateşi ver yansın.
Ne kadar söylesem de inatla bu gönlümü kanatır, yaradır. Olmuyor gece sabah bizde bak.
Kaç asır geçti de bulamadım dermanı. Allah yandım inan. Yara bu kanatır.
Olmuyor gece sabah bizde bak. Kaç asır geçti de bulamadım dermanı. Allah yandım inan.
Bir de bana sor, bir sor. İnancın olsun, yaşamak ölmekten daha zor.
Emin ol bazen ev bile zindan olur bana of. Bana sor, bir sor.
Yaşamak ölmekten daha zor.
Emin ol bazen ev bile zindan olur bana of.
English translation
Just ask me, ask me once.
Have faith, living is harder than dying.
Rest assured, sometimes even the house becomes a dungeon for me. Ask me, ask me. Living is harder than dying.
Rest assured, sometimes even the house becomes a dungeon for me. I fell for it, I went out, I lit it again.
I escaped from the hell prepared for me. When I was stuck with your trouble, I got up from where I fell.
May God forgive you. I forgot now. I am at the bottom of unimaginable wells.
It's worse than dying, I'm in nightmares. Shoot it.
The one who thinks is not important. I always show my teeth to this darkness and get rid of it. Be patient.
Echoes from the creator in my ears. I walked these streets, I saw many fronts. Alas!
Don't call me tomorrow night. My hands are handcuffed, I can't write for long. Whatever you want.
Don't let tears fall into those eyes. We've had enough of it. That's enough, thank you.
Longing mixed with my blood. Patience, especially the Creator. My luck will return one day, of course.
Just ask me, ask me once. Have faith, living is harder than dying.
Rest assured, sometimes even the house becomes a dungeon for me. Ask me, ask me.
Living is harder than dying. Rest assured, sometimes even the house becomes a dungeon for me.
Dusty pavements are the friend of the fallen. The great mountains you trust will collapse. Be patient.
One day those ports will burn. Sometimes what you expect is different from what you find. Ya.
What makes a person human is the conscience within him. Sometimes even the four walls of the house are a dungeon.
Only my family's word is my decree. Give the fire and let it burn.
No matter how much I say it, this stubbornly makes my heart bleed and hurt. Look, it doesn't work for us at night or in the morning.
How many centuries have passed, but I could not find the cure. Believe me, I got burned. This wound bleeds.
Look, it doesn't work for us at night or in the morning. How many centuries have passed, but I could not find the cure. Believe me, I got burned.
Just ask me, ask me once. Have faith, living is harder than dying.
Rest assured, sometimes even the house becomes a dungeon for me. Ask me, ask me.
Living is harder than dying.
Rest assured, sometimes even the house becomes a dungeon for me.