More songs by BAK Jay
More songs by NoCap
Description
It smells of gasoline, gold, and longing. My head is foggy, my heart feels like it's under bulletproof glass - beating, but without spark. Everything around me glitters - the ice on my chest, my private island, fast cars - but inside, it's like the echo of a gunshot stuck in my temples. Not the place, not the time, not the people - just a dream where even luxury doesn't warm me.
Every line is an attempt to prove that you are alive, even though you shouldn't be here. Between prayer and blood alcohol, between resentment and status - an eternal battle with yourself. The world asks you to smile for the camera, but all you can do is grit your teeth. Being rich and tired is a strange form of loneliness.
Lyrics and translation
Original
You gon' play your part in it, ice all on my chest
In love with killin'
Think she a God child 'til you see what's on her finsta
Shit, you do fuck with my head, I be like, "Please don't start" (please don't start)
Don't ask me why I'm on these drugs, that shit startin' heal my heart
Stick to the plan, I'ma play my part in it
Nowadays, they in love with killin' (they in love with killin')
You would think she a God child 'til you see what's on her finsta
They like, "Why the fuck your heart cold?" Got ice all on my chest
'Member days when I ain't have it, that's why I try not to flex (I try not to flex)
When I ain't have nothin', you was all good
Now I got a lot and you need somethin'
Talkin' 'bout how your life goin' down and shit all bad
But this ain't free money
I'm gon' be my ball, I hit my shots from deep
I could tell you I'm done with these drugs
But your promise, can't keep
Just play your part, it ain't that hard, don't go too far and leave
I was fucked up, in the house off lean
Takin' 10s every month, I just hope it's clean
Came back and I'm still the flyest
Nigga think he takin' me, tell him please come try it
Can't come in this here party, just a few hos, this bitch private
We made love on an island, then take her back home
Can't tell me shit when I'm in my thoughts
I'm right, but still feel wrong
Lost up in this world (in this world), I don't even know where I'm at
Oh, he think he a gangster, huh? Somebody tell him stop that
If I pull up, I'm in fast shit, I drive the fastest cars (fastest cars)
I don't think I'm from this planet, I done made it past the stars
Like, uh
I'm wastin' codeine in the Urus, I shouldn't even be here
I'm in the trenches with all my jewelry, I shouldn't be here
Bulletproof truck's XL, I'm movin' like the president
Woke up and said a prayer (said a prayer), I fell asleep off medicine
"NoCap, you rich as hell" (rich as hell) but I can't rap nothin' but felonies
This ain't the life I chose, but I had to and nothin' differently
Uh, take your best friend and plug died on the same curb
Full of anger, but I still smile, I'm the main bird (I'm the main bird)
Don't cry, bro, I need a hug, tears are my net worth
I'm tired of lookin' for love, gotta love my self first
Blindin' the spot, I'm flashin'
Pull out the lot, I drag it
Shop when I land, no baggage
Blood up inside of the Patek
Thirty-two hos like Magic
At the top, I'ma wear no attic
I done left a few hos in the dust
I done put a few killers in Bali
I'm just gettin' started, they thought that I would lose it
Shooters in garments, put killers up in Louis
She signed a NDA, still told the world she screwed me
Guess it was that good, she risked it that much
Nigga think he takin' me, tell him please come try it
Can't come in this here party, just a few hos, this bitch private
We made love on an island, then take her back home
Can't tell me shit when I'm in my thoughts
I'm right, but still feel wrong
I'm wastin' codeine in the Urus, I shouldn't even be here
I'm in the trenches with all my jewelry, I shouldn't be here
I shouldn't be here
Nigga think he takin' me, tell him please come try it
Can't come in this here party, just a few hos, this bitch private
We made love on an island, then take her back home
Can't tell me shit when I'm in my thoughts
I'm right, but still feel wrong