More songs by Jirayut
Description
Sometimes love is like a marathon without a finish line - you run, you gasp for breath, you give it your all, and then on the podium, instead of a medal, you get an indifferent look and a slight gesture, as if the whole race was just your personal whim. Your throat hurts from the words that were not said, and your heart seems to be singing in “connection error” mode. Everything has been given, everything has been proven, and in response - only demonstrative arrogance and someone else's ego in the spotlight. And all that remains is to exhale - not because you have forgiven, but because you no longer have the strength to be angry.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Selama ini aku mencintaimu begitu tulus tanpa ada rasa ragu.
Semua telah ku berikan pada dirimu oh sayang, tapi yang kudapat hanya penghinaan.
Sengaja di depan orang kau tebarkan kesombongan, seolah dirimu yang kubutuhkan.
Sedikit pun kau tak menoleh apa yang telah kau peroleh. Engkau anggap remeh semua pengorbananku.
Sakit, sakit, sakit kurasa.
Pedih, pedih batin merana.
Kecewa, kecewa, kecewa, ku kecewa.
Mati, mati, mati-matian.
Kamu, kamu kuperjuangkan.
Tapi, tapi yang kuterima kekecewaan.
Sengaja di depan orang kau tebarkan kesombongan, seolah dirimu yang kubutuhkan.
Sedikit pun kau tak menoleh apa yang telah kau peroleh.
Engkau anggap remeh semua pengorbananku.
Sakit, sakit, sakit kurasa.
Pedih, pedih batin merana.
Kecewa, kecewa, kecewa, ku kecewa.
Mati, mati, mati-matian.
Kamu, kamu kuperjuangkan.
Tapi, tapi yang kuterima kekecewaan.
Sakit, sakit, sakit kurasa.
Pedih, pedih batin merana.
Kecewa, kecewa, kecewa, ku kecewa.
Mati, mati, mati-matian.
Kamu, kamu kuperjuangkan.
Tapi, tapi yang kuterima kekecewaan.
Hoooo, ku kecewaaa
English translation
All this time I have loved you so sincerely without any doubt.
I've given everything to you, oh darling, but all I got was humiliation.
You deliberately spread arrogance in front of people, as if you are the one I need.
You don't even look back at what you have obtained. You take all my sacrifices for granted.
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts I guess.
It hurts, the heart aches.
Disappointed, disappointed, disappointed, I'm disappointed.
Dead, dead, dead.
You, I fight for you.
But, what I received was disappointment.
You deliberately spread arrogance in front of people, as if you are the one I need.
You don't even look back at what you have obtained.
You take all my sacrifices for granted.
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts I guess.
It hurts, the heart aches.
Disappointed, disappointed, disappointed, I'm disappointed.
Dead, dead, dead.
You, I fight for you.
But, what I received was disappointment.
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts I guess.
It hurts, the heart aches.
Disappointed, disappointed, disappointed, I'm disappointed.
Dead, dead, dead.
You, I fight for you.
But, what I received was disappointment.
Hoooo, I'm disappointed