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Description
Love here is like strong coffee on an empty stomach: it burns, it clouds your mind, but you still can't give it up. The song seems to be imbued with sweet self-irony - about how you can voluntarily turn yourself into a “madman” just to keep a slipping person. It's funny and painful at the same time: one laughs and leaves, the other breaks their heart but continues to cherish the feeling like a ridiculous souvenir.
It all sounds like a warm confession of a painful addiction, but with some strange pleasure in this pain. The melody is like the soft light of a lamp in the kitchen in the early morning, when everything inside is empty, but thoughts still dance around one face. And there is something truly beautiful in this vulnerability.
Producer: Pika Iskandar
Song and lyrics: Meita Iskandar
Performer: Aidaiksan
Recording: Refu Trixi at Tigaenampulu Studio
Vocal arrangement and direction: Pika Iskandar
Mixing and mastering: Tito P. Soenardi
Label: Tigasixpuluh Entertainment
Lyrics and translation
Original
Ku rela jadi manusia gila.
Demi cinta yang tak pernah nyata.
Ini bodoh tapi ku mau.
Walau hati hancur tanpa ragu.
Apa kurang kucoba kau jawab.
Kau bebas datang lalu lenyap.
Aku setia menjaga rasa.
Kau bahagia aku yang tersiksa.
Kau tertawa dipelukan lain.
Sedang ku seperti memeluk angin.
Kalau harus hilang warasku, biar sajalah asal jangan hilang kamu.
Apa kurang kucoba kau jawab.
Kau bebas datang lalu lenyap.
Aku setia menjaga rasa.
Kau bahagia aku yang tersiksa.
Namun anehnya, tiap ku terluka, ku menikmatinya.
Kau tertawa dipelukan lain.
Sedang ku seperti memeluk angin.
Kalau harus hilang warasku, biar sajalah asal jangan hilang kamu.
Berjuang sendiri dengan luka.
Kau tenang seperti tak terjadi apa-apa.
Kalau harus hilang warasku, biar sajalah asal jangan hilang kamu.
Asal jangan pergi kamu.
English translation
I'm willing to be a crazy person.
For a love that was never real.
This is stupid but I want to.
Even if my heart is broken without a doubt.
I'm not trying enough for you to answer.
You are free to come and then disappear.
I'm loyal to my taste.
You are happy, I am the one who is tormented.
You laughed in another's arms.
It's like I'm hugging the wind.
If I have to lose my sanity, so be it, as long as I don't lose you.
I'm not trying enough for you to answer.
You are free to come and then disappear.
I'm loyal to my taste.
You are happy, I am the one who is tormented.
But strangely, every time I get hurt, I enjoy it.
You laughed in another's arms.
It's like I'm hugging the wind.
If I have to lose my sanity, so be it, as long as I don't lose you.
Struggling with wounds.
You're calm like nothing happened.
If I have to lose my sanity, so be it, as long as I don't lose you.
Just don't go.