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Ruin My Life

3:05k-pop Album EXchange4, Pt. 1 (Original Soundtrack) 2025-10-01

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Description

It's like looking at a familiar face through a thin haze - everything seems the same: the smile, the smell, the familiar movements. But inside, it only makes your head spin more. Your heart fills to the brim, then suddenly empties, and there is something painfully beautiful in this endless swing.

The music flows smoothly, like a river, in which each word erodes the shore a little more. The feeling is too big to hold on to, but it's scary to let go. That's why this strange mixture of awkwardness and inevitability appears: everything looks natural, but feels impossibly unfamiliar. It's as if love always catches you off guard - even if it has been living inside you for a long time.

Lyrics and translation

Original

여전히 넌 어려워.

마치 달의 뒤편처럼 낯선 하지만 익숙한 모습.

엉켜버린 시간 기억.

자연스럽게 부자연스러워.

이름, -표정, 향기. 전부 그대론데. -You know that I,

I think you ruin my life, yeah.

And hold me and save me.

난 이게 정말 적응이 안 돼. 널 향한 내 마음을. 비웠다 채웠다.

난 어지러워 네 앞에.

설명하게 하지 마.

마주하고 싶지 않은 마음.

하지만 그리운 뭔가.

꺼내버리면 무너지는.

외지로 한 조각. 그건 너야.

다신 아니 다신 이런 사랑은 난.

I, I think you ruin my life, yeah.

And hold me and save me. 난 이게 정말 적응이 안 돼.

널 향한 내 마음을. 비웠다 채웠다.

난 어지러워 네 앞에.

이 순간 넌 나에게 nothing yet my everything.

숨 막을 수도 없게 깊은 어딘가에서.

아직도.

You know that I,

I think you ruin my life, yeah. And hold me and save me.

난 이게 정말 적응이 안 돼. 널 향한 내 마음을.

비웠다 채웠다. 난 어지러워 네 앞에.

Yeah.

뒤돌아 서면 넌 돌아.

Why you save me? Why you save me? What would I shatter if I tell you?

내 마음이 어떤 건지.

I hate you. I love you. 난 오늘 밤도 네가 왜.

English translation

You're still having a hard time.

A strange yet familiar appearance, like the back of the moon.

Tangled memories of time.

Naturally unnatural.

Name, facial expression, scent. Everything is the same. -You know that I,

I think you ruin my life, yeah.

And hold me and save me.

I really can't get used to this. My heart towards you. Empty and filled.

I feel dizzy in front of you.

Don't make me explain.

A feeling I don't want to face.

But something I miss.

If you take it out, it collapses.

A piece of foreign land. That's you.

Never again, never again will I love like this.

I, I think you ruin my life, yeah.

And hold me and save me. I really can't get used to this.

My heart towards you. Empty and filled.

I feel dizzy in front of you.

At this moment, you are nothing yet my everything.

Somewhere so deep that I can't breathe.

still.

You know that I,

I think you ruin my life, yeah. And hold me and save me.

I really can't get used to this. My heart towards you.

Empty and filled. I feel dizzy in front of you.

Yeah.

If you turn around, you turn around.

Why you save me? Why you save me? What would I shatter if I tell you?

What is my heart like?

I hate you. I love you. Why are you here tonight too?

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