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Description
Here, the pain sounds weary, without pathos - as if a person who does not cry, but simply remains silent longer than usual. Everything in the text is about a breakup that not only breaks the heart, but also breaks the spine, depriving it of support. The world spins, smoke hangs in the room, and thoughts wander between “why” and “okay.” Love is shown not as a drama, but as a chronic condition: with attacks, remissions, and the eternal hope that next time it won't hurt so much.
There is a bitter honesty in this song - an admission that weakness comes from an excess of feeling, not from a lack of it. And perhaps that is where the strength lies: in knowing that fate is unfair and loving anyway - to the very end, even when the mind has long since given up.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Adil değil kader, erken yok olmalıyım.
Değil kalbim hassas, tartmıyorum yakıp o-oo da uzaklara bir başıma.
Zayıfladı ciğerlerim.
Biliyorum hak etmedim.
Farkındayım söylemeyin.
Farkındayım söylemeyin.
Farkındayım söylemeyin.
Farkındayım söylemeyin.
Tanrım yollarım sakat, uyumam daralır içim.
Sıkıştı odama duman, kaybettim herkesi kazanmak için.
Aah, yapmam gerekli seçim.
Oof, ağzına kadar valizim. Zayıfladı elim, bitti son kozum.
Tek sorun ben miyim, tek konu bu mu sor. Kaçları geçtim ve kaç parkur yolum?
Sus da anlatsın bu gözlerim n'olur.
Aah, doğrulmadı hiç belim. Oof, fazla fevriyim bilirim.
Ben ne çektim elimden? Kim çözebilir her şey benim salaklığımdan?
Kusurum çok, çok sevdiğimden.
Anlaman zor artık dilimden.
Ben ne çektim elimden? Kim çözebilir her şey benim salaklığımdan?
Kusurum çok, çok sevdiğimden. Anlaman zor artık dilimden. Ben ne çektim elimden?
Kim çözebilir her şey benim salaklığımdan? Kusurum çok, çok sevdiğimden.
Anlaman zor artık dilimden.
English translation
It's not fair, fate, I must perish early.
My heart is not sensitive, I don't weigh it and go far away alone.
My lungs have become weak.
I know I didn't deserve it.
I'm aware, don't say it.
I'm aware, don't say it.
I'm aware, don't say it.
I'm aware, don't say it.
Oh my God, my roads are crippled, I can't sleep, my heart is troubled.
Smoke got stuck in my room, I lost everyone to win.
Ah, the choice I have to make.
Oof, my suitcase full to the brim. My hand has become weak, my last trump card is gone.
Ask me if I'm the only problem or if this is the only issue. How many have I passed and how many trails have I traveled?
Shut up so my eyes can tell you what's going on.
Aah, my waist never straightened. Oof, I know I'm too impulsive.
What did I suffer from? Who can solve everything from my stupidity?
I'm sorry, because I love you so much.
It's hard for you to understand my language now.
What did I suffer from? Who can solve everything from my stupidity?
I'm sorry, because I love you so much. It's hard for you to understand my language now. What did I suffer from?
Who can solve everything from my stupidity? I'm sorry, because I love you so much.
It's hard for you to understand my language now.