More songs by Tekir
Description
In this song, everything sounds like a conversation behind a closed door - the words bounce off the wall, but they fly anyway, because silence hurts more. Each line is like a spasm, like nervous breathing: fatigue from other people's “whys” and “becauses,” from words that promised to be supportive but became stones.
The music seems to carry the scents of autumn: rotten leaves, cold rain, air that has long since lost its warmth, but still lives with the habit of waiting. This story is not about tears, but about a stubborn attempt to survive the storm, even if your hands have let go of the branches and there is nothing left to hold on to. And in this fatigue, there is a strange honesty in which not only pain but also liberation can be heard.
Lyrics and music: Tekir
Arrangement: TKR
Mixing and mastering: Buğra Kunt
Label: TKR Music Lab
Distributor: OneRPM Turkey
Lyrics and translation
Original
Bütün hatıralarım, yaşadıklarım silinip gidecek
Ben n'ol'ca'm?
Yani nasıl bi' adam olduğumu unutuca'm
Yaşıyo'sun ama yoksun
İnsan nası' dayanır buna?
Daraldım kendi kendime
Sana bile sığınmadım
Sana sorularım ağır gelir
Bana ise cevapların
Neyine minnet eyle'yim?
Arkama dağ olup az yıkılmadın
Bana bi' yaprağı haram edince
Dala bile tutunmadım
Soldum kederlerden
Sabrım kalmadı, bu vebalı
Bu ruhsuz bedenlerden
İçim almıyor vedaları
Eller "Yeter" derken
Sana keşkelerle yandım
Bıktım nedenlerden
Bana çünkülerle gelme artık
Uyudun mu, ömrüm? Ben hiç uyumadım
Yine darmadağın
Gözüm ağlamadı bana yanma diye
Duyulur mu bir gün sessiz çığlıklarım?
Bi' sen anlamadın
Ama darlamadım ele varma diye
Uyudun mu, ömrüm? Ben hiç uyumadım
Yine darmadağın
Gözüm ağlamadı bana yanma diye
Duyulur mu bir gün sessiz çığlıklarım?
Bi' sen anlamadın
Ama darlamadım ele varma diye
English translation
All my memories and experiences will be erased
What am I doing?
So I'll forget what kind of man I am
You are alive but you are not there
How can one stand this?
I got bored with myself
I didn't even take refuge in you
My questions for you are heavy
Your answers to me
What should I be grateful for?
You became a mountain behind me and you didn't fall down even less
When you forbid me a leaf
I didn't even hold on to the branch
I faded from sorrow
I have no patience left, this is plague
From these soulless bodies
I can't bear the goodbyes
Hands saying "Enough"
I burned with wishes for you
I'm tired of the reasons
Don't come to me with reasons anymore
Did you sleep, my dear? I never slept
It's messy again
My eyes didn't cry so they wouldn't hurt me
Will my silent screams be heard one day?
But you didn't understand
But I didn't get upset so I wouldn't get caught
Did you sleep, my dear? I never slept
It's messy again
My eyes didn't cry so they wouldn't hurt me
Will my silent screams be heard one day?
But you didn't understand
But I didn't get upset so I wouldn't get caught