More songs by Gizem Kara
Description
Somewhere between storm and calm, this feeling lurks - when pride is bursting at the seams, but the heart still beats for the one who hurts it. Words sound like an obsession: resentment mixed with hope, anger mixed with habit. Nights turn into sleepless interrogations of oneself, and the morning brings back memories of the one you tried to forget.
This melody is not just pain, but a quiet confession: what it's like to love madly, while everything inside burns and crumbles. And at the same time, somewhere deep down, to continue to believe that it is still possible to hold on, despite the storm, despite the distance.
Lyrics and music: Yusuf Tomakin
Arrangement/Mix: Yusuf Tomakin
Ud - Chumbush: Ozdemir Gyuz
Breath: Ahmed Karabulut
Violins: Istanbul Strings
Strings: Ozdemir Güz
Guitars: Suleyman Leylek
Mastering: Emre Kiral
Director: Ferit Cetin Kaya
Director of Photography: Kemal Çetinkaya
Focus Puller: Furkan Kahraman
Camera Assistant: Deniz Efe Kuşseyi
Lighting Manager: Halil Kazer
Lighting Assistant: Muhammed Ali Kazer
Set: Kaya Seddi
Makeup: Irem Cetinka
Hair: Metin Ozlu
Styling: Gizem Kara
Cover photo: Umut Ozdogan
Location sponsor: Aicha Simsek
Lyrics and translation
Original
Unutma olanları, unutmadım yalanlarını.
Sen bensiz olamazsın demedim mi?
Bu can çok yansa da, fırtınalar kopsa da gitme bensiz olamazsın demedim mi?
Sensizlik ne kadar zor geliyor.
Geceler uyuyamam, uyku tutmuyor.
Tükendim, bittim bak. Eziyet ettin.
Diri diri ölmeyi gel de bana sor.
Sensizlik ne kadar zor geliyor.
Geceler uyuyamam, uyku tutmuyor.
Tükendim, bittim bak.
Eziyet ettin.
Deli gibi sevmeyi gel de bana sor.
Senden uzakta, kendimle baş başa. Duruma gider her şey. Ne oldu sana bana?
Bitmedi sevdan, derindedir yaran. Her dakika, her an kalbimdesin inan.
Sensizlik ne kadar zor geliyor.
Geceler uyuyamam, uyku tutmuyor.
Tükendim, bittim bak. Eziyet ettin.
Diri diri ölmeyi gel de bana sor.
Sensizlik ne kadar zor geliyor.
Geceler uyuyamam, uyku tutmuyor. Tükendim, bittim bak.
Eziyet ettin.
Deli gibi sevmeyi gel de bana sor.
English translation
Don't forget what happened, I didn't forget your lies.
Didn't I say you can't be without me?
Didn't I tell you that even if this hurts a lot, even if there are storms, don't go, you can't be without me?
How difficult it is to be without you.
I can't sleep at night, I can't sleep.
I'm exhausted, look. You tortured me.
Come and ask me about dying alive.
How difficult it is to be without you.
I can't sleep at night, I can't sleep.
I'm exhausted, look.
You tortured me.
Come and ask me how to love like crazy.
Away from you, alone with myself. It all depends on the situation. What happened to you and me?
Your love is not over, your wound runs deep. Believe me, you are in my heart every minute.
How difficult it is to be without you.
I can't sleep at night, I can't sleep.
I'm exhausted, look. You tortured me.
Come and ask me about dying alive.
How difficult it is to be without you.
I can't sleep at night, I can't sleep. I'm exhausted, look.
You tortured me.
Come and ask me how to love like crazy.