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Description
Words here fall apart like cigarette ash - they sound like they used to, but they no longer have any meaning. Love is lost, but memory stubbornly holds on to images: photographs, empty parks, conversations that you want to erase with an eraser. Everything seems shaky and unreal - people are nearby, but it's pointless, as if everyone is playing their character in a nighttime play.
There is a slight naivety in the confession: “I thought my heart was one, but it turned out not to be.” There is an almost childlike surprise mixed with the weariness of an adult who already knows the price of deception and promises. And yet, amid all this haze, tenderness breaks through: it was not words or vows that were special, but eyes. It is they that reveal the truth that no phrase can hold back.
The result is a bitter confession about how the night makes a person a stranger, and the morning makes them even more distant. But there is something warm and honest in this sadness: an admission of weakness always sounds more alive than the most correct words.
Lyrics and translation
Original
I don't love you anymore.
Ah sözler anlamsız.
Aşkım kaybettim aşkı.
Sandım erken ulaştım.
O kız rüyalara daldı. Sözler anlamsız.
Aşkım kaybettim aşkı.
Sandım erken ulaştım.
O kız rüyalara daldı. Yaram evet ama yârim değil. Narin ama kalbim bir değil.
Zannettim hislerim eksik. Ah! Özel olan gözlerinmiş meğer.
Yaram evet ama yârim değil. Narin ama kalbim bir değil.
Bu kalbi beraber deştik diye kendini fena etme iste.
Gece olduğunda herkesi yine gömdüğümde yanındakilerin umrunda değil.
Kimsin gece olduğunda? Kimsin sabah olduğunda? İçtin seni bulduğumda.
Yani farklı biri olmuşsam, gerçek beni bulmuşsa.
Yaram evet ama yârim değil. Narin ama kalbim bir değil. Zannettim hislerim eksik. Ah!
Özel olan gözlerinmiş meğer. Yaram evet ama yârim değil. Narin ama kalbim bir değil.
Bu kalbi beraber deştik diye kendini fena etme iste.
Sana söylesem seni özlediğimi ama biliyorum beni görmediğini hiç. Hayır, bu gece bitmiyor.
İçip kaybettim benliğimi hep aynı. Bana tavırların bir farklı. Dolanalım gel canım aynı parkı.
Değişti bütün herkes. Keşke kalabilseydik biz aynı.
Yanıyor sigaram elimde fotoğraflar.
Kaldık evet biz çok önce de anıyla doldu bak şu raflar. Bana söylediğin yalan laflar. İnanmam bir daha o yalanlara.
Sıkıldım oyunlardan. Gel de geleyim yanına bir ara bana.
Yaram evet ama yârim değil. Narin ama kalbim bir değil. Zannettim hislerim eksik. Ah!
Özel olan gözlerinmiş meğer. Yaram evet ama yârim değil. Narin ama kalbim bir değil.
Bu kalbi beraber deştik diye kendini fena etme iste.
English translation
I don't love you anymore.
Oh words are meaningless.
My love, I lost my love.
I thought I arrived early.
That girl fell into dreams. Words are meaningless.
My love, I lost my love.
I thought I arrived early.
That girl fell into dreams. My wound, yes, but not my lover. It's delicate but my heart is not the same.
I thought my feelings were missing. Ah! It turns out that it's your eyes that are special.
My wound, yes, but not my lover. It's delicate but my heart is not the same.
Don't hurt yourself just because we pierced this heart together.
When night comes and I bury everyone again, those around you don't care.
Who are you at night? Who are you in the morning? You drank when I found you.
That is, if I had become a different person, if the real me had been found.
My wound, yes, but not my lover. It's delicate but my heart is not the same. I thought my feelings were missing. Ah!
It turns out that it's your eyes that are special. My wound, yes, but not my lover. It's delicate but my heart is not the same.
Don't hurt yourself just because we pierced this heart together.
If I told you that I miss you but I know you never see me. No, this night doesn't end.
I drank and lost my self, always the same. Your attitude towards me is different. Let's wander around the same park, dear.
Everyone has changed. I wish we could stay the same.
My cigarette is burning, photos in my hand.
Yes, we stayed there a long time ago. Look, these shelves are filled with memories. The lies you told me. I won't believe those lies again.
I'm bored of games. Come and let me come to you and give me a call.
My wound, yes, but not my lover. It's delicate but my heart is not the same. I thought my feelings were missing. Ah!
It turns out that it's your eyes that are special. My wound, yes, but not my lover. It's delicate but my heart is not the same.
Don't hurt yourself just because we pierced this heart together.