More songs by Isaia Huron
Description
It seems that thoughts can put on a real rock concert in your head - no tickets required, but with maximum overload. There's love, which is better not to get involved in, and loneliness, which is louder than any company, and endless scrolling through your feed for the sake of emptiness. It's like you want silence, but as soon as it comes, it gets scary loud inside.
Doubts about the future, paranoia about food, dependence on your phone, the desire to turn off the lights for at least a couple of weeks... All of this comes together in a chaotic stream, where up and down get mixed up, and the only desire is to simply “get off the grid.” Music turns this chaos into an almost therapeutic cry: a little wild, a little honest, but painfully recognizable.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Yeah
Everything weighing heavy on me
Everything weighing heavy on me
I just wanna call it and go to sleep
Have nobody waking me up for weeks
Cause everything weighing heavy on me
Everything weighing heavy on me
Yeah
Truth is
I had no business falling in love
I had no business falling in love
Might've fell for her a little too much
Now I'm just picking the pieces up
Cause I had no business falling in love
I had no business falling in love
I just wanna
Tell everybody leave me alone
Tell everybody leave me alone
But as soon as I'm left all alone
I just be feeling way too alone
'Cause I told everybody leave me alone
I told everybody leave me alone
Ah yeah
I spent too much time in my fucking head
I spent too much time in my fucking head
Some of my thoughts be leaving me scared
Like if I just think I'm better off dead
Cause I spent too much time in my fucking head
Way too much time in my fucking head, head, head, head
And I'm
I'm too addicted to my fucking phone
I'm too addicted to my fucking phone
Nobody even hitting me up
But somehow, I still keep scrolling up
Cause I'm too addicted to my fucking phone
Way too addicted to my fucking phone
Well I
Just don't know what the fuck to believe
Just don't know what the fuck to believe
Got way too much info coming at me
So I know a little of everything
Now I just don't know what the fuck to believe
I just don't know what the fuck to believe
And I
I don't know what I can even eat
I don't know what I can even eat
They injected chemicals in the seed
Like why the fuck would you do that to me, bro?
I don't know what I can even eat
I don't know what I can even eat
Lord I am
Too scared of what the future may hold
I'm too scared of what the future may hold
Like what's life gone be like when I get old?
Or will I live long enough to know?
I'm too scared of what the future may hold
I'm too scared of what the future may hold, hold, hold
I can't tell which way is up or down
I can't tell which way is up or down
Either way I feel like I'mma drown
So what the fuck do it matter now
When I can't tell which way is up or down
I can't tell which way is up or down, down, down, down
I feel like wilding out
I feel like wilding out
I feel like wildin'
I feel like wilding, yeah
I feel like wilding out
I feel like wilding out