Description
At first, everything seems almost decent - sit quietly, put on a smile, pretend to be a “good girl.” But take a closer look, and this polished image begins to crack: the pills don't help, meditation descends into nervous “come on, work,” and the smile sticks to your face worse than a band-aid on wet skin.
And suddenly, amid all this polished self-control, a heat breaks through - heavy, sticky, as if someone inside had turned on a blowtorch and forgotten to turn it off. The heat builds, burning away the remnants of decency and turning the fragile “I'm trying to be good” into a deafening fountain of “fuck it all.”
The track is like the diary of a person who tried to be comfortable, but in the end learned to listen not to the applause of others, but to their own frantically beating heart.
Director of photography and color correction: Julian Varès
Director: Frankie Logan
Graphic design: Wade Jeffery and Lorenzo Fanton
Hair and makeup: Simone Terlow / Alisha Verze (Stache)
Editing: Jawshy4eva
Director: Yumi Zuma
Lyrics and translation
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