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Description
This sound hides the heaviness of sleepless nights - when thoughts thunder louder than any beat, and other people's eyes seem like either the sea or poison. Everything revolves around fatigue, goodbyes that come too late, and words that cut deeper than they should. There is pain, recognition of one's own weakness, and a strange relief: as if you have fallen into an abyss, but finally stopped clinging to the cliff.
Beat: Ryder and Sano, EM Beats
Master: Ludwig Mayer
Producer: AdiBeats
Mix: Efe Can
Cinematographer: Ali Enes Kumanova
Camera Assistant: Fatih Duman
Color: Didem Yilmazer
Editing and AI: Jan Karahan
Model: Aylin Ozkan
Model Styling: Irem Inanku
Lyrics and translation
Original
(Kopardım gönlümden)
(Uykusuz gecelerin sebebi bi' derdim var)
(Ah) Son kez olsun aramızda şarkılar
Kendimi kaybettiğim o dipsiz kuyu, mağaralar (dipsiz kuyu, mağaralar)
Düşünceler ve kötü sanrılar (hah)
Boğuldum gözlerinde deniz, sanki dalgalar (pu-pu)
On the top, ich seh die ganze Welt da oben (hah, oben)
Gefühle nicht mehr da, ich hab sie längst verloren
Bruder, God bless in nem roten Corvette (Corvette)
Denk wieder viel zu nach, kein Wunder, dass mein Kopf brennt
Sana mı yenildim? Gözlerin nehir gibi
Dalıyo'dum öyle, sözlerin zehir gibi
Sana mı yenildim? Gözlerin nehir gibi
Dalıyo'dum öyle, sözlerin zehir gibi
Kopardım gönlümden
Uykusuz gecelerin sebebi bi' derdim var
Kaçamadım senden
Her aradığında gelemem ben, anla
Tükettim ömrümden
Bağladım geceleri sabahlara, beni anla
Ama seni bilmem
Yalnızım ama yaşamam yalanlarla
Ne ün ne para ilaç değil yarama
Belki çoktan geçti mutluluk benden
Kalkamadım beni düşürdüğün yerden
Lafın açılınca bozuluyo' dengem
Herkes farklı bi' yol ister
Hislerim içimde gizli, resmedildi sahte düşler
Dalgalandım, duruldum, koptum dünden
Tanıdım bütün şeytanları göz bebeğinden
Sen hariç bulamadım tedavi
Canımı yakan unutulmak aslında, veda değil
Artık kurtulamam bu durumdan asla
Yuvarlandı tüm hislerim uçurumdan aşa'
Gözümde yaşlar, başladım alışmaya
Duygularım darmadağın hayata karışmayan (karışmayan)
Ben gibiler kayıplara karışanlar
Defalarca ölür katiliyle barışanlar
Beni yalnızca kaybedenler anlar
Bahane arama, bizi de katleden yalanlar
Zamansız vedalar, aniden ölüm gibi
Gidene kolay, kalana şişenin dibi (dibi)
Kopardım gönlümden
Uykusuz gecelerin sebebi bi' derdim var
Kaçamadım senden
Her aradığında gelemem ben, anla
Tükettim ömrümden
Bağladım geceleri sabahlara, beni anla
Ama seni bilmem
Yalnızım ama yaşamam yalanlarla
English translation
(I ripped it out of my heart)
(The reason for the sleepless nights is I have a problem)
(Ah) For the last time, songs between us
That bottomless pit, caves where I lost myself (bottomless pit, caves)
Thoughts and bad hallucinations (duh)
I drowned in your eyes, the sea, like waves (pu-pu)
On the top, ich seh die ganze Welt da oben (hah, oben)
Gefühle nicht mehr da, ich hab sie längst verloren
Bruder, God bless in nem roten Corvette (Corvette)
Denk wieder viel zu nach, kein Wunder, dass mein Kopf brennt
Did I lose to you? Your eyes are like a river
I was just diving, your words are like poison
Did I lose to you? Your eyes are like a river
I was just diving, your words are like poison
I ripped it from my heart
The reason for my sleepless nights is I have a problem
I couldn't escape from you
I can't come every time you call, understand.
I spent my life
I tied the nights to the mornings, understand me
But I don't know you
I'm lonely but I don't live with lies
Neither fame nor money is a cure for my wounds
Maybe happiness has already passed from me
I couldn't get up from where you dropped me
When you talk about it, my balance is disturbed.
Everyone wants a different way
My feelings are hidden inside, painted in fake dreams
I fluctuated, I calmed down, I broke away from yesterday
I recognized all the devils from the pupil of your eye
I couldn't find a cure except you
What hurts me is actually being forgotten, not farewell.
I can never get out of this situation anymore
All my feelings rolled over the cliff
Tears in my eyes, I'm starting to get used to it
My emotions are messy, they don't interfere with life (they don't interfere)
People like me are the ones who disappear
Those who make peace with their murderers die many times
Only those who have lost understand me
Don't look for excuses, lies that kill us too
Untimely farewells, like sudden death
It's easy for those who leave, the bottom of the bottle for those who stay (bottom)
I ripped it from my heart
The reason for my sleepless nights is I have a problem
I couldn't escape from you
I can't come every time you call, understand.
I spent my life
I tied the nights to the mornings, understand me
But I don't know you
I'm lonely but I don't live with lies