Damaged Thoughts

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All these demons I've been tryna fight

Sometimes it's hard for me to sleep at night

Free my niggas locked down, they gotta keep a knife

Roaches on the floor, sleeping with the mice

All these bumps on the road and I ain't slip yet

I ain't worried 'bout them niggas, I get big checks

Pops been down for a dime and he ain't snitch yet

It's never gon' happen, feel like I'm going backwards

This shit right in front of me, I gotta do it

Bitches fucking up our thoughts, worried 'bout who they screwing

Tchs

It's gon' happen anyway

And my mother 'bout to be done with cancer any day

All the shit I'm going through, how the fuck I'm supposed to smile

Gotta go to the show and perform in front of this crowd

Gotta go and head to booking, still making mama proud

It's crazy cause I'm barely home even when I'm in the town

When this shit gon' end, When it's gon' begin

Sometimes I be lost in my thoughts with my friends

Boy this nine thankful cause I don't talk about my problems

Gotti, that's my twin for real, I could tell you all about him

I could cry right now

I just left the jeweler, put my Presi' in the sky right now

Shit, I'm high right now

I be barely sober

And my bitch annoying me like when I'm coming over

Right now got S580, used to drive the Rover

Hard decision, should I get the truck or get the Polar

I found out Rover got locked and Treddy too

I poured a five in my soda, nigga

I don't know what's going on, my brother's getting out

I don't know what's going on, I'll die and leave the block

But I'm never gonna leave the trap

Damaged thoughts, always think the worst

That bitch knew what she was doing, hit me where it hurt

Got me sipping all this drink, got more than a nurse

Told myself to be a boss like that shit really work

I'm on some fuck everybody shit, I had to change lanes

First I had the Patek, then I went to plain Jane

If that bitch keep lying, then I'm on the same thing

My father 'bout to be home soon, fuck the chain gang

They don't know that feeling

Growing up in the trenches by yourself

When surrounded by a bunch of villains

S580 with my feet up, now a nigga chilling

Every time I turn around, it's another killing

All these demons I've been tryna fight

Sometimes it's hard for me to sleep at night

Free my niggas locked down, they gotta keep a knife

Roaches on the floor, sleeping with the mice

All these bumps on the road and I ain't slip yet

I ain't worried 'bout them niggas, I get big checks

Pops been down for a dime and he ain't snitch yet

It's never gon' happen, feel like I'm going backwards

This shit right in front of me, I gotta do it

Tchs

It's gon' happen anyway

And my mother 'bout to be done with cancer any day

Gotta go to the show and perform in front of this crowd

It's crazy cause I'm barely home even when I'm in the town

Yeah, what up bro, bro

Yeah, brodie keep doing your thing, you know the vibes, man

You know how we coming, man, 'bout you, you heard

Look, man, it's a long road, a long journey, a long time coming

Just keep doing your thing

You gon' lose some people, you gon' gain some people

But you know who with you, man

You know what you been through, this shit trauma

You heard

Niggas think this shit come overnight

This shit been, feel me

Effort after effort, track after track

Blood, sweat and tears

We lost some good ones, we gained some, you heard

Stay focused, man, you feel me Like

You got a, you got a good circle, support system

I'm here, I'm not there in the flesh, but I'm there, you feel me

I'm just putting up with it over here till this shit's over with

Last time before I came home, you see how this shit shook, You heard

See how it shook, you said it to me last time

Nigga you kept your word

You see how you shaking the block right now, you feel me

Putting all that shit in it, you heard

Like you gotta, you gotta pay attention to everything going on, nigga

You see what your dad going through, feel me

You see what your mom been through and got through

And we, we blessed bro

We got, we got some shit with us

But we blessed overall, you heard (That's what's up)

You know, just keep your head above water, brodie

You know I love you, nigga (I love you more)

Forever