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Description
It seems like a song coming straight from under a hood, worn not for style but to avoid eye contact with people and their questions. Everything is too much - feelings, mistakes, other people's expectations, noise in your head. Where there should be love, there is suspicion and child support. Where you want silence, there are loud conclusions and other people's mouths. The pulse is uneven, thoughts fall like screws from an old console. And the voice seems to click on the nerves: fast, sharp, without apology. The track is not about pity. It's about fatigue. And about what it's like to be in the middle of a life that no one was going to make easy.
Lyrics and translation
Original
eu sei que minhas atitudes
foi errada de qualquer jeito
você não podia ir embora
nas minhas costas falava mal
e eu falava que tava bem
mas sei que isso não é normal
essa eu troquei pelos "z"
não ligo pra nada nessa escola
tomei uma suspensão
ela só quer ter um filho
pra receber pensão
eu não tô ficando louco
porque essa garota tava no meu quarto
vou te mandar calar a boca
porque você pensa que a minha vida é fácil
a minha vida não é fácil
fico com rnt
só os novos no pedaço
então menina, essa daqui
que eu não quero te ver
ver você me deixa tão confuso
parado, tiro na cara
se se mexer com meu mano
as fofoca por isso que tão falando
salvando a desse
salvando esse
salvando esse
e eles olham pra minha cara
de cara não tão bem
eles amam, mas que nem mesmo fi
sei que você me amou
depois que eu falei que não queria
que você me amasse assim
mesmo que tudo isso já passou
me sinto indiferente
acho que você não ligou
quando o assunto era a gente
você reclama de coisas
que prometi lá atrás
você também prometeu
coisas que hoje você não faz
pra nada nessa escola
uma suspensão
ela só quer ter um filho
pra receber pensão
não tô ficando louco
porque essa garota tava no meu quarto
vou te mandar calar a boca
porque você pensa que a minha vida é fácil
a minha vida não é fácil
é que eu não quero te ver
você me deixa tão confuso
falta parafuso
pode começar
English translation
I know my actions
Were wrong no matter what
You couldn't leave
Behind my back, you spoke ill
And I said I was fine
But I know this isn't normal
I traded this for "z"
I don't care about anything at this school
I got a suspension
She just wants to have a child
To receive alimony
I'm not going crazy
Because this girl was in my room
I'm going to tell you to shut up
Because you think my life is easy
My life is not easy
I stay with "rnt"
Only the new ones in the block
So girl, this one
That I don't want to see you
Seeing you makes me so confused
Frozen, shot in the face
If you mess with my brother
The gossip is why they're talking
Saving this one
Saving this one
Saving this one
And they look at my face
Their faces aren't well
They love, but even like this, bro
I know you loved me
After I said I didn't want
You to love me like this
Even though all this has passed
I feel indifferent
I think you didn't care
When the subject was us
You complain about things
That I promised back then
You also promised
Things that you don't do today
For anything at this school
A suspension
She just wants to have a child
To receive alimony
I'm not going crazy
Because this girl was in my room
I'm going to tell you to shut up
Because you think my life is easy
My life is not easy
It's just that I don't want to see you
You make me so confused
Missing a screw
You can start