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Description
This track is like a picture painted in dark colors, where every word seems to hit the nerves, and every memory is pain hidden in the depths. It contains disappointment, loneliness and an attempt to understand oneself through the mirrors of time. "Öylece durup" - a stop when thoughts begin to wander in emptiness. A sad look at the past, which cannot be returned, and at the present, in which it was not possible to become what you expected. The sounds are lost in sensations, emphasizing every blow of pain, every moment when you are left alone, despite all the fuss around. And in this viscous atmosphere, it seems that only one thought is clear: all this is pain, and you want to get rid of it, but you can’t.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Öylece durup
Dururken aklımda bir sürü
Şey saat 10'u
Geçmiş zaman beni
Yenmiş kalbi kırık bir
Adamım aynada bile
Yalnızım istediğin gibi olamadım
Ah
Düşünce sağa sola savrulur sapar
Elimde değildi belki hayat dileklerim
Belliydi
Gözlerinde
Kaybolmaktı
Seni anlayıp durdum
Halim perişanım
Şimdi sersefil bir
Haldeyim bıraktığın yerdeyim
Söylediklerin
Görmediklerin dur
Dediklerim bana acı
Veriyor ölmek
İstedim dün gece
İçin
Gördüklerim bana acı veriyor
Söylediklerin
Görmediklerin dur
Dediklerim bana acı
Veriyor
Ölmek
İstedim dün gece için
Gördüklerim bana acı veriyor
English translation
Standing there like that
While standing, a lot of things in my mind
It's past 10 o'clock
I'm a broken-hearted man who has been defeated
I'm alone even in the mirror
I couldn't be what you wanted
Ah
Thoughts scatter to the right and left, they stray
It wasn't in my hands, maybe life, my wishes
It was clear
In your eyes
To get lost
I kept trying to understand you
My condition is miserable
Now I'm in a wretched
State, I'm where you left me
The things you said
The things you didn't see, stop
The things I said hurt me
I wanted to die last night
For you
The things I've seen hurt me
The things you said
The things you didn't see, stop
The things I said hurt me
I wanted to die last night
The things I've seen hurt me